Sunday, January 29, 2006

Let Me Fall

It's october again...
and leaves are coming down....
one more year's come and gone...
and nothing's changed at all..........

let me feel...
i don't care if i break down...
let me fall...
even if i hit the ground....
and if i cry a little...
die a little...
at least i know i've lived...
just a little....

This is one of the songs Bethany Joy Lenz sang in One Tree Hill, season 2...and it's really good...the lyrics are meaningful..the tune gets stuck in my head everytime i hear it...and...okay..it's an emo song...which i know SOME people won't like...but i do...^_^ so deal with it...

It is Chinese New Year's day...and i went to my aunt's house in KL...they just moved into a 3 story house..and it's hugE!! my cousins (both girls) have their own lounge on the 3rd floor...just outside their bedrooms...SO COOL!!!!! i want a lounge too!!!

I'll put a huge sofa there...and day bed...and a wide screen tv...with plush cushions and beanbags, a dvd player and a threadmill...I WANT I WANT!!!

sighh...think i should ask my parents to build a third floor on our house...hahaha..living in the attic...

i feel a little sad this CNY...first of all, my uncle's father passed away on the eve on CNY...he was 88 years old...a ripe old age..=) i wasn't really close to him but he IS family...and it's always sad when something like this happens...no matter to whom..2nd reason why i feel sad is cos everyone from my father's side of the family aren't here to celebrate with us...they're all in Australia and New Zealand...and i miss them so much!!! Wish they weren't so far away...=(

But there are some good things about this year's CNY...i got closer to my mom's side of the family...^_^ my cousins are so naughty...especially the youngest son...running all over the place screaming at the top of his lungs...*Chin Hou says, "Oh Dear!" and shakes his head*

I wanna get more ang paos!!!!!

there! i said it...so sue me...=P

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! Hope u all get lucky gambling..!!!! i have this "philoshopy"..whatever u win, put in your pocket and DON'T USE IT!!! if u're unlucky and all ur money's gone,at least u'll still have some u won...money that u win is always good luck..don't EVER USE IT!!! ^_~

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thursday, January 19, 2006

memoirs of a geisha?

just wanted to record this down..^_^

i'm sick...

vomiting and fever...i already felt bad last night and i thought it was just a tummy ache..but when i woke up this morning,WHAT THE...!??!?! my whole body was aching and killing me....i was so tired i couldn't even move to make myself comfortable...mom and dad came in to check on me because i did not eat dinner last night and they were worried...

and so i spent the whole day in bed and sms-ing aaron and amrail...aaron wanted to come visit me as soon as his class let out..but i told him not to because i did not want him to get the virus too...no point in the both of us getting sick, right? hehe...

i thought i managed to persuade him not to come...such a sweetie...he kept on laughing and saying he doesn't mind getting sick as long as he got to see me...awwww....

then later in the evening, as i was watching alex and emma on Astro, i heard Ruffles barking...i looked out the window and TADAAA!!! there stood aaron ^_^...i yelped to my sister to open the gate for him as i ran up the stairs two at a time to get changed...NO WAY was i letting him see me in my old black pants with a hole in the middle...*i only wear these when i wanna feel comfortable okay*

after throwing on a pair of shorts *why do they call it a pair???* i was about to go downstairs, when he suddenly appeared in front of me...holding a red rose.....aaaaawwwwwwwwwww.....i felt like a modern day juliet... =P

amrail was waiting outside too...so sweet of the two of them to come visit me...though i wish SOMEONE had told me...somehow, i knew something like this was gonna happen..call it my inner radar...haha...luckily i had already showered or else the guys would be smelling the herbal ointment my mom rubbed onto my tummy...eeee....i don't like that smell...cos i only smell it when i'm feeling sick....haha....and i don't like drinking honey mixed with warm water either, cos it reminds me of having a tummy ache...

i'm feeling better now...i have to..can't miss class tomorrow now, can i? see!! how hardworking i am!! monkeyclass, u should be proud of me!! =P

Monday, January 16, 2006

Goes in one ear and out the other.

so that u don't think my blog has breathed its last and gone to heaven...
i've decided to post up random thoughts that go in and out of my mind...

how DID i pass figures???!! i still can't believe it...i did not pass up at least 6 times...and i still passed?!?!?! wow...thank God for that..
aaron can be so sweet...=D
fetching ben and shawn to the ktm station isn't that bad......with shaza around...hahahaha...
chin hou CAN BE EVIL!!!!!
i miss amrail!!!!!!! i wish he'd come back!!!!!!!
surprisingly, i like perspective...but i got frustrated today when LCK told me to stack the boxes on top of each other...so that's what i did la...then tiba-tiba he said i'm supposed to draw the boxes hovering above the ground...HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT??? he asked me to stack them, so i stack la...sighh...had to erase and re-draw...got a crick in my neck...
*grumbles*
my handphone is cool....but not as cool as amrail's!!!!! aiyo!!! i can't believe he got a Nokia 6180!!!
i need to sleep more...and eat less....and save more $$$$$....
why is everyone leaving TOA?!? *sobs* i hate goodbyes...
i still love One Tree Hill!!! but the episodes are getting a bit boring....the OC isn't all that bad...but i can't remember what day its showing on Starworld...can someone please tell me? =P
i'm taking an extremely long time to finish a book with 275 pages...
i really feel motivated this term...and i think i'm going to enjoy designing our final project for Design 3....YAYY!!!

there! that's it..!! random thoughts...throughout the day....i'll keep u guys posted!

Sunday, January 8, 2006

*Mourning the end of one thing i love......holidays...SOB!!*

well..there it is...every good thing must come to an end but why so soon???? *wails with sadness*
i love waking up late everyday...and sleeping late...and doing nothing all day but hang out with aaron and watch tv...when classes start, we won't have so much free time anymore...sighh...

watched Scrooge's Christmas on Hallmark this morning...not a bad show...Frasier starred as Scrooge...and Jennifer Love Hewitt was in it too...alot of singing though..which made the movie drag a little...my sister and i were wondering if the actors felt silly when they had to act all jolly and noble, dancing jigs around the christmas tree like it was the best fun they'd ever had...do they get goosebumps watching themselves on the screen...i know i would...hahaa...imagine ME dancing in front of Ming Tien, singing at the top of my lungs about the wonders of Figging while all around me, it snowed figures and mannequins....

*Oh what a wonderful day it is! (dances around the tables with my skirt flying)
With my faithful 2B! (holds up a 2B pencil and kisses it)
Oh what a DAY it is!(at the word "DAY" leap 2 feet into the air and grabs hold of the drinks guy) Figging my thoughts away!!* (taps head 3 times and makes figging motions)

hahahahahaa...AND THEN...

lecturers join in!!! and start dancing behind me...all of them suddenly know the words to my song and we dance simultaneously...

*OH! WHat a WONDderful DAy it issss!!!! (jumps up on to the tables, HS knocks his head on the tv)
With our FAITHFUL 2BBBBBB!!!!!!! (lifts up pencils and makes marks on the wall)
OH WHAT A JOYYYYYYY it is!!!!!! (throws arms into the air and jumps off the table)
FIgging our thoughts aWAYYYY!!!!!* (I-Ching dances out of the restaurant all the while flipping her hair)

can u just imagine that?! with Chin Hou in the background going, "Oh Dear!" everytime my skirt flies and PandaBoy desperately figging at the side there...Shaza will of course be doing some graffiti in the side alley with James...Gary going, "BRAVO!! THAT'S THE WAY!! DON'T BE SHY!! REMEMBER...YOUR GLASS CONTAINS ONLY PEPSI!!! NO TRACES OF TEH TARIK WHATSOEVER!!" then drinks a glass of teh tarik and spits it out...

Oh man...now i'm starting to miss u guys all so much...can't wait for class to start and i wonder what we'll get up to this term...sure to be a barrel of monkeys in a class of its own...

Monday, January 2, 2006

RE-CAPPED MEMORIES

well..it's 2006...and nothing seems different at all...

still no cars in the sky...

*goes out to check*

yeap! cars are still grounded and stuck in traffic jams...aahhhh...isn't modern science wonderful?
we can think of how to fly to the moon but we still haven't come up with any ideas of how to stop traffic jams...

here's a recap of 2005 (not in order) :

  • fell in and out of love with two completely different guys...which was a good experience because it helped me to appreciate Aaron more...
  • Worked in my mom's office and got paid RM9 an hour for sitting at a desk and doing all their filing for them...lazy lazy people...while everyone i knew was either at college or working in a funky little store, i was stuck doing a 9-5 deskjob...talk about boring...*yawn* PLUS...there weren't any cute guys working there!!!!!! Cubicle after cubicle, i searched inconspicuously...NONE!!
  • Met a whole classfull of wacky yet amazing monkeys..can't imagine life without them...
  • Became best friends with the most inlikely girl in class...SHA-ZAH!!! i still don't know how it happened...one day, she was "There! That girl in class who's always giggling at one thing or another!" and the next, "Sam!! Can i tumpang your car to college?" and then BOOM!!! "BEST FRIENDS FOREVER SAM!" hehehehee...i still don't know what hit me...i think there's some voodoo in the RM60 she pays me every month to drive her around...*thinks hard*
  • Organized a trip to Bukit Tinggi with help from the others...We all had lots of fun doing stupid dares that consisted of french-kissing Ethan's hand, making love to a door, and tangling..oops..i meant running your fingers through a girl's hair....there were also failed suicide missions, the breakfast-buffet-that-we-were-too-late-for and that little game i played with Shawn, "Are-you-sure-you-can-drink-your-water-in-a-moving-van? Whoopsiedaisy!! A SPILL!!" =P
  • Moved out of my shared bedroom with my sister...painted my new room pink and filled it with pink, white and purple stuff...apparently, it's too much pink for jia ling...hahaha...
  • Celebrated numerous birthdays...all at Pyramid...*rolls eyes* is that the only place we can have fun at, guys?!?
  • Pushed numerous faces into cakes...i'm so glad my birthday's in September next year...cos by that time, u all would have gotten over that "face-in-the-cake" phase....hee hee....
  • Made mock-up King give up on his plan to take over the world...How? By feeding him KFC nuggets and talking about religion...har har to u, chin hou!!
  • Bought loads of books from Borders, The Curve!!!!!!! RM319 spent all in one day....UARRRGHHHHHH!!!! *still can't believe i did that*
  • Sprayed Amrail with soapy can spray thingies...and got sprayed back 10 times worse by HIM, SHAZA AND JAMES!!!!!! you guys are SO dead!!!
  • Had my first kiss....mmmmm.....*blush*.....
  • Went to Perth and left the kangaroo I promised Shawn on the plane...awww...sorry, swan boy...
  • Halloween party at Times Square Hotel...tiring night...so much drama....
  • Broke into a a room at Sunway Hotel, well, it wasn't exactly breaking in because the door was already opened...walking in more like..!! Took a souvenir to remember it by...not telling what it was but Amrail took something that made us go, "What the...!?!?!??!!"
  • Figured out that the next time i have a Christmas party...or any party whatsoever...have an ice breaker...!!!
  • Last but not least, I'm still thanking God for all the many blessings in my life...and i will never stop thanking Him!!

Can't wait for 2006 to get started!!!!!