Monday, July 31, 2006

collecting dust particles...

it was aaron's birthday yesterday and coincidentally, today's my best friend's birthday..

so for the past week, simon and i were busy planning the double celebration..he wanted it to be extra special for foong vern, his girlfriend and i...well...i just wanted aaron to like my present...hehe...

i bought him a nike basketball jersey..lucky got discount..or else, my wallet "broken" again..

aaron joined the And1 basketball competition at Subang Parade yesterday morning so i went to support his team...thought i could make him wear my jersey..*=P* but when i got there, i saw yellow bananas all around...everyone was wearing the yellow And1 jersey with the number 23 emblazoned across the back...so my jersey, tak boleh guna...aihh...

with my boyfriend looking like an over-riped banana, i prepared myself to bounce my pom poms to cheer him on..but there were SO MANY PEOPLE...their team only got to play at 2pm...i was there since 9am!!! and i, *being the dungu* thought that the competition would be held inside the mall, with air con..so i wore my jeans and let my hair run loose...didn't even bring a scrunchie...>.<

BUT IT WAS OUTSIDE!!!!!!! IN THE SUN!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IT'S HOT!!!!!!!!!!

*laughs hysterically*

and i got sunburned.........=((((((( face all red and puffy like a strawberry spongecake...sigh...

but then again..it was worth getting sunburned...=D cos i got to see all the teams in action..i have NEVER seen SO MANY topless males in my entire life...!!! hehehe...*salivating noisily* sluuuurrrrp!!

and aaron's team played so well...if it weren't for that stupid referee who looked like he had rubber band lips stretched all over his face, aaron's team would have
won...@!$#^#%$! referee...so biased...kept on "pee-ing" at them...>:(

he pee-d more at aaron...dunno why la...so annoying!! everytime aaron pushed a little eensy weensy bitsy bit...*ok..maybe he pushed kinda hard la, but what to do!??! the guy was an elephant!!!* the referee would pee!! and when the guy elbowed poor aaron in the face, the referee fouled aaron...

what la!!!! aiyo...i felt like twisting the whistle around his neck...

"NAH!! PEE SOMEMORE LA!! PEE!! SEE U DARE OR NOT!!"

*edit* um...i just read back what i wrote and it sounds funny hor...it sounds like the referee orr shi shi on aaron's team...*blush* hehehe...i meant pee as in the whistle sound ok...

so in the end aaron's team lost... =( through no fault of their own...the team they were up against had actually lost already and had been disqualified..but the clown of a referee made them play anyway...and aaron's team didn't get a rematch because the referee didn't want to admit he made a mistake...ARGH!!! *imagines a bucket of pee being poured over said referee*

and guess what? the team who was disqualified GOT TO PLAY AGAIN AFTER OUR TEAM LOST!!!!!!

@#@#&$^*%!@$#@%$@^#%$&amp;amp;amp;amp;$&#!@%%&*^$*&@$!#$$^^$#^^%*($&%*^%$@(*^%$!#@%$#^%*U#@$^#@!$!@^$%*&*#@!%#@$^$^* *strangles referee* #!%!$#^$*^$*$%*$@%$#@$!@$@^!%*@&amp;amp;amp;amp;%%*^#*@*%*(%&(%##%#@%#&^%&*%#&$*%&(@#^@#&$*&%(#&2!%$$@^#^@# *punches wall* &%(^F@M&N%Q#@$^HQQ@$^B#%$@&#%B#ARF@Q#%$@^%#^C@ *scold scold !$$#&amp;amp;amp;amp;%#&(%#&#%!#@$!@#^$#&$% waggle finger !@%%*$&%(&%$#!%#@%#^#^!@@

*breathes in and out furiously*

stupid referee...dunno how to see people play wan..always so fascinated with his stupid whistle..next time someone will really pee on him...!!

after we ok we didin't punched the referee, i went home to bathe and get ready for the night out..fell asleep on my bed and woke up to the sound of my melodious old fashioned ringtone..it was WUEN LI!!! she called to tell me i was late picking her up...whoops...so i rushed around my bedroom banging here banging there, knocking things over while getting dressed..

ran down the stairs, slipped on my shoes and i was out the door with my skirt flying...accidentally knocked my poor Ruffles on his furry head while opening the door...*screams a loud SORRY to no one in particular*

after i got into my car, i looked down and realized that i was wearing one black shoe and one white..got into silent debate with myself stressing on whether i can pull this off as a fashion pass..decided against it and went back in to change shoes...ooo...rush rush...

picked up poor wuen li who had to endure strange guys staring at her sexy bottom and rushed to the restaurant where WE WERE THE 1ST ONES TO ARRIVE!!! malaysian timing.....teruklah!

anyway, the dinner was good..the porridge was so delicious, even without any meat in it...but it was kinda expensive...RM299 for 16 people...and i wasn't even full...only got to eat one of my quail's eggs...though i ordered 10...sigh..

after that, we went to the padang near my house to sing song and cut cake...hehehe..i like those words...sing song and cut cake...ss and cc...aaron couldn't make it cos his mom wanted him home by 11...his family wanted him to cut THEIR cake...so foong vern got his share..was kinda sad about him not being there but watodo..family comes 1st...

i didn't stay long cos it was getting late and i needed my beauty sleep...=P so i went home to my comfortable bed...forgetting that my room was in a mess...sob!! spent half an hour clearing things away and finally fell face down on my pillow for some much needed rest...=D *congratulations to me!*

laa deee da daaaaaa...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOONG VERN!!! if u two ever read my blog, that is..>.< *goes to send url to said people*

Sunday, July 9, 2006

mood swings are dangerous!!!

ARGHH!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?

I JUST ONLY WANTED TO HELP...AND I STUCK BOTH MY FEET INTO MY MOUTH...AND I HURT SOMEONE I LOVE SO MUCH!!!

i can't believe i mentioned it to u....i shouldn't have come online today....i shouldn't have told u anything....i should have just kept my BIG STUPID MOUTH SHUT!!!

and i hurt both of u....two of my best friends...

i only wanted to help...and i was fed up by the way things were going between u two....i hated seeing the both of u fight with each other...and i hated seeing how u wouldn't look her in the eye when u talked to her....she wants to make things better and u say u want it too...

but why is it so hard just to forgive and forget??

and why did i say all that just now!?!?!

to tell the truth, i WANTED to hurt u...i wanted u to feel bad...but i know it's not your fault...i know that u didn't mean for it to happen...

but u didn't push him away when u were supposed to!!! u said u would!!! i trusted u!!!

i made u cry...i really hate that...i don't like making ANYONE cry...

but when i'm angry, i just blurt everything out not caring if it will hurt u or not...

i'm so sorry jo!!!

i am...

i don't want to make things worse...i want to make things better...but i screwed things up...

and now i don't know what else to say...

i wish i just kept my BIG MOUTH SHUT!!!

Saturday, July 8, 2006

i miss aaron...i know i've only just seen him and we went up to Genting together...he even stayed over the night before...if anything i've been seeing him non-stop for the past couple of days...but why do i still miss and long for him so much??

whenever he cancels plans with me, i feel so sad that i would have no mood for the rest of the day...until he promises to come and see me again the next day...

WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS?!??!

i don't want to be controlled by my feelings...i don't want to be one of those girls who cannot live without her boyfriend...

and i'm not...

am i????

no..i don't think so....i just miss him that's all...

because when i'm with him, i feel loved...beautiful...wanted...i can get hugs whenever i want...*i'm a very huggable person* i can get kisses whenever i want....i can fish for compliments and tease him all i want...


this is the 1st time i'm writing so openly about this...before i would only hint and write partially what i really feel...

i want him...

i wish he lived nearer to me...then we can see each other every night before we go to sleep...i wish he would move into the empty house behind mine...hehe...

i find myself being selfish too sometimes...i should be more understanding...he lives so far away..when he comes to visit me, he has to drive a long way home late at night....

plus, his parents don't really want him out so late...

also..assignments lehh....

aiyo..i really do understand...but a girl can be selfish when she wants something...

okay...


i'm going to be a better person from now on...

i'm going to stop hiding in my little safe cocoon...step out and become a butterfli.....okay..not really...but i'm gonna be better...


a better friend...a better girlfriend....a better me....

*just ranting that's all...don't mind me*

Saturday, July 1, 2006

Gemany wins!!!

I never liked football...world cup was *pfft* nothing to me...

until i watched yesterday's match between Argentina and Germany...

WOW!!!! the skill...the finese....the amazing grace...!!!

i rooted for Argentina while my friends and my family cheered for Germany...so when Argentina scored the 1st goal, guess who was the only dungu who jumped up and woop-de-doop-ed all over the place...

yeah...me...


i dont' even know why i rooted for Argentine...the world cup is in Germany after all...i should be going, "GO!! GERMANY!!!! BALLACK!!! KICK THAT BALL!!! HARD!!!! KICK IT!!!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!! SMACK THAT GUY'S FACE!!"

right?

well...to tell the truth...the only reason i supported Argentina was because i saw more cute guys in that team compared to Germany...

*insert Ken's "cha tou" here*

hehehe...oh...and i think the referee is a silly little yellow man who enjoys blowing his whistle just to gain attention...