Saturday, July 28, 2007

the past 3 days..

Diet update : I have been good most of the time, but so many things happened this week so i binged ate lots of ashamed..oh, and Royce left for Melbourne already..his family held a bon voyage dinner for him at Tropicana club and there was a BUFFET!!!! i was in much food, so little time..
current weight : 50kg
goal weight : 48kg *because that's when chris will buy me starbucks coffee to celebrate!YAY!*
To Royce,
When u first walked into the auditorium for Orientation day, i was skeptical of getting to know u..haha..i thought u were a gangster tai lou..honestly!! but when u opened ur mouth, i knew...aiya..cannot be wan la...and that's when we became friends..=)

it still surprises me how quickly u fit in with our group..and with me..suddenly, u were like the best friend, the mother, the father and the glue of our little group of Aphrodites Ice Cream..when u told me u were leaving, my world came crashing down..i did not know how to react..i wanted to get as far away from u as possible because i didn't want to suddenly have to be without u..

i guess i was afraid of what would happen to us all here when u was always fun being in shidio and then u came in..suddenly we were all doing MORE going to Maison's and shopping at Sg Wang...places i've never been before...i was scared that when u leave, i wouldn't get to do any of those things anymore..though i have a car, i still don't know my way around KL..haha..we need our navigator!

but now, i realize that we can still visit each other..and that will make our friendship more precious..i'm really going to miss u, Royce..we all are...*big hugs to u!* good luck to ur new life in Melbourne!! =D for other topics..last night, we went to celebrate Foong Vern and Aaron's birthday...we went to 1 Utama for dinner and a movie...original plan was to eat at the newly opened Carl's Junior..i remembered the chicken wings there were TO DIE FOR!! but when we stepped in and saw the prices, we quickly stepped out again..>.<
RM20 for a burger?! that was the cheapest somemore..i guess their burgers must be reaaaaally good..=) but we were all stretched for money and so we ended up at Genki Sushi instead..didn't really have time to eat much..the movie was about to start in 30 minutes..

poor steph and bern came late because of the jam...and she couldn't stay for the movie either...=( so we only had 30 minutes to spend with them...aiyo..they drove all the way to 1U for 30 minutes with the Rush and the Rushie.

after a quick dinner, we all ran for the! wuen li's shoes were hurting her, so i changed my slippers with her..poor girl..painful blisters everywhere..

sorry for the lack of photos..i thought of bringing my SLR there, but will look kinda weird lor...lugging around the bag..i brought my dinky little camera..but it's not very good...and all pictures came out shaky or too bright..

we watched The Simpsons...and it was SO FUNNY!!!!!! i laughed so much at every part! Their jokes are so Simpsons lor...quite lame also, which William will enjoy..hehe! =P the movie lasted 1 hour and 30 minutes..or around there...but every part was laugh out loud funny..

i especially loved when Bart skated through town naked..=P
and the boob lady! HAHAHAHAHA!!
actually, the movie is great! i'm definitely going to buy it and watch it again!! =D

erm..on a more somber note, there was a little tension between Aaron and i last night...i guess for those who were there, will suddenly sit up and read more tentatively..=P *hugs u all* Thank u for waiting for us while we went off...i really appreciate it..and i'm sorry for just walking off like that..let me explain..

Aaron and i had some minor problems already since Genki Sushi..and then we did not talk about it..we just let it brew up inside us until we reached Murni's..

i wanted to wait for Fv and Simon at the side of the road, and so i turned in a little bit to park on the grass outside a house...i did not realize there was a big hole in the ground but Aaron did and he shouted out, "BIG HOLE!!!" but it was too late, my whole car jerked and my tire went into the hole...but luckily, we didn't get stuck..i moved my car out of the hole and went "CRASH!" into another one! "AIYO! BABY LOOK WHERE YOU'RE DRIVING LAA!!!"

what kind of person digs potholes outside their house!??!?! somemore covered in grass!!!! how to see wor!??!?! so mean..
then i sort of burst into tears...and he hugged me and said he was sorry..then i said i was sorry too..but before we could talk and settle the problem, Fv and Simon arrived behind us so we had to continue driving to Murni's..

then when we reached there, we couldn't find parking and my frustration grew...Aaron kept quiet most of the he kept hold of my hand...which was nice..=)

finally found parking at the other end of the road..we were both pretty hungry by then...went to Murni's and ordered our food..

i wanted an "I love you" drink, so i asked the guy, "Could i have the "I Love You" drink please?" and he went, "HAR?"

i was intimidated and i stammered out, "I love you.."

heh..dunno if that was his trick to get girls to tell him they love him...haha..

then erm, because our conflict wasn't resolved, so we continued brewing all through supper...and then something happened..he asked me something and i got angry with him...and i turned away and kept quiet..Aaron said quietly, "You can't always get angry with me for little things, you know..." and i teared up again...i didn't want to be one of those girlfriends who always get angry about petty things...=(

i answered him, "i don't want to get angry either but i can't help it right now.." then i looked up and saw Jian Png looking at me...

gosh..another tear plopped out...and then another and another and another.....

i had to get out of there or the dam will i got up and walked off..

another embarrassing moment! i had to walk through hoards of people to get away...and i could hear their conversations slowing down as they looked at this poor girl crying her eyes out and tripping all over the uneven tiles...>.<

Aaron followed me...of course he would..and we talked about it...we settled the problem there beside a parked car...took around 15 to 20 minutes? or was it more? and then we walked back to see that FV and Simon had already left..and the others paid the bill already...felt bad that they had to wait for us...Jo told me about something Kevin said to Simon...and that touched me...

i won't say what it is..but it really touched me...*hugs to kevin* =)
i'm glad things are ok between us again..
now everything is ok again..=) yay! such a drama day lor..i think i lost weight..=P
here are some pictures from my camera..i'll get the rest from the others soon..

Aaron putting on his shoes in his new jeans! =D

At Murni's

Foong Vern and Simon =)

Tee hee!! this photo was in my camera and i did not i'm posting it up!! muahahaha!!!


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

There are few i get so angry with..

i am extremely angry right now that i cannot even type without hitting the keys extra hard and extra loud. If i were a monkey in the zoo, i would have eaten all other monkeys by now. yes. I am that angry.

i don't get this angry very often. mainly because it is not in my nature to be like a raving mad person. but right now, at this very moment, i am one.

he was my friend since we were in standard 3 and we've shared everything from fried chicken to colour pencils to bills to emotions. i thought we would be friends forever. but as he grew older, he became more self absorbed and thought more of himself and what would benefit him.

he never contributed anything to our friendship. i am trying very hard right now to think of something he had done for me. and nothing comes to mind. maybe i am so angry, my brain isn't working as kindly as it always does. i can think of NOTHING. zip. blank.

everytime we had a heart to heart, it was always about HIS problems. when i talked about my own, he'd nod and then change the subject back to himself. everytime we were to go out, he wouldn't offer to drive. I would. everytime i told him to stop smoking, he never did. he wanted so badly to fit in with the "cool" crowd.

thinking back again, he never helped plan anyone's birthday party. NOT ONE!! always with the excuse that he doesn't have the time. I have no time either, asshole! and yet i still do it, don't it?! it does not take that long to contribute to a friendship.

for his birthday, i found out that he was upset because no one in his NEW college hip group planned anything for him. even his st. john's group did not plan anything. he complained to me online and i tried to make him feel better. i vowed to myself that i would plan him a wonderful birthday party. a special one. something we've never done before but we can still do on our budget.

and i did. we went out for dinner, everyone in a group. i lugged around my enormous SLR to take photos of his special day. then we went for ice cream and i paid for his. i tried to make it as special as i could. and i really thought he would appreciate that.

now, u should know one thing about him. when he's happy about something, he'll post it up on Friendster. that's just who he is. every outing in the past, he's posted up pictures all over his friendster profile. and it wouldn't surprise you to know that the next day, i sent him most of the photos we took on his birthday.

he received them graciously. saying thank you and all that. but a few days later, i went to his profile to check which photos he had chosen to showcase, there were none. i thought maybe he was busy and did not have the time to resize and upload new photos.

so i waited.

and waited.

and waited.


i left him a testimonial joking with him about the lack of photos. wasn't he happy with our little celebration?

no reply. no photos.


now, you may think that that is a stupid problem to get angry about. but he had posted up photos of his new friends at college giving him a birthday cake in a trendy bar. yes. his cool new hipper friends.

suddenly, i felt like an old dish rag with holes all over. i wasn't good enough anymore. we weren't good enough. so toss me lor. toss away!


and now. i asked him if he was free on saturday to celebrate two other friends' birthday. his reply?

sorry la..i'm not free..haha..


i hate!!! how can u act so obnoxious!?!?!? at least explain why u can't make it!!!!! don't sound so bloody happy about not being able to make it!!! you know these people!!! they came to ur birthday!! they paid for your dinner!!!!! we've all been hanging out together since form 4!!!!!!don't they matter anymore!??!!!

that was what raced through my mind when i saw what he replied. i asked him politely,

what do u have to do?

he didn't reply me. letting me think that he has other more exclusive plans with his other more exclusive friends.

as i was thinking out ways to murder him without leaving any clues behind, he replied me.

i've got a wedding dinner. relative. close one somemore, dear.


that's when i burst. i don't remember what i wrote to him but there were the words, "obnoxious", "stupid", "selfish", "whatever" and "bye".

pretty tame considering those were the worst things i said to him. i wasn't as riled up then.

i really can't stand people who don't contribute to the friendship.


he told a friend that he was scared to talk to me. bullshit!

Be a man and apologize for your selfish lead role! right now, i can't stand you. so it's a good thing you won't be coming to the gathering on saturday!

*sorry to be emo..i had to let it out..i broke a nail while typing*

Thursday, July 19, 2007

200 Pound Beauty

I've decided that i want to lose weight, change my hair and clear up my zits! And i'm making it public to give me more motivation. Everytime i try a new diet, i end up losing a little bit of weight..then pilling it back on the next's hopeless!!


i'm gonna start by eating only vegetables and fruits...and exercising lots..and drinking hot water with slices of lemon..we'll see how that works..

so wish me luck! and see u next week with an update!

Monday, July 16, 2007

Mouth Watering Porridge

To be honest, i never really liked porridge much..because it's not a proper meal to i changed my mind after i tried the porridge at the little restaurant in Taipan..the one next to Leo''s called Sea Emperor... their porridge there can cry wan!!
cos it's SO GOOD!!! especially the Pork with Century Egg porridge..just thinking about it also my saliva come out..gosh..wonderful!!
i always save the century egg for last..SO DELICIOUS!!
and it's not expensive also..which is good for me who is so broke right all fly out my pocket, dunno go's only RM5.90 for a regular bowl of porridge...and this bowl isn't small's like the big bowl they serve the singapore laksa in Secret worth it..
and the Seafood Porridge (RM9.50) is heaven, i tell u..!! the prawns all big big juicy..*gosh..saliva coming out again*
somemore got CrabMeat Porridge (RM9.50) and Beef Porridge (RM9.50)...*which is in my picture above*
and they serve other food too if u don't really fancy poridge...which u will change ur mind after u try it..they have Fried Beef/Seafood Noodles (RM8.90)...EXACTLY like the one in KL, backside road there...YEAH!! my dad ordered that the last time we were there and he said the cook must be the Fei Lou's brother or something..hahaha..
i also like the Fish Head mee hoon (RM8.90) with real fish head..
and their drinks are like so affordable!!
all kinds of fruit juices are sold at a standard RM3.50..the most expensive drink they sell is Beer (RM9) everything else is less than RM3...
i really didn't expect so much from this shop, to be honest, because it looks like a family oriented restaurant from the outside...but the food is WOW! and my parents asked the owner about its image, and he said that the previous owner wanted it like that...he was just the cook at first...and then he BOUGHT OVER THE SHOP! ambitious!!
i think eating there is better than eating at a smelly hawker stall...Sea Emperor has air con and good service (they're always smiling wan..such happy people =P)
if u haven't been there before, go try it out..u won't be disappointed! =D

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Weird dream

gosh..had the weirdest, weirdest dream last night and hands very itchy, MUST BLOG IT OUT!!

okay..the dream started out with me in my class, AD058-1..and i was sitting there minding my own business, not paying attention to Khai Koon who was teaching in front...and behind me was Jackie and someone to me was Sam Leong...and we were supposed to be discussing our presentation for next week... i turned around to talk to Jackie...and she just FELL ASLEEP ON THE TABLE WHEN I WAS TALKING TO HER!!! Yer!! So horrible!! I was talking u know!! SOMEMORE, she didn't fall asleep suddenly THUNK! onto the table and started snoring...what!!

i went "BANG BANG!!" and tried to wake her up...
*you'll know what "Bang Bang" is if u watched Hot Fuzz* :)
and she WOULDN'T WAKE UP! so annoying..just continued snoring there...and everyone around me also like don't really care about her...they just let her sleep...they said, "She's very tired la..last night was making dumplings for her children to eat"

so weird! and that wasn't the weirdest part...Sam Leong suddenly started teasing me about this new guy in the class...For some reason, his name was Mat...*i swear!!!* MAT DOESN'T EXIST IN REAL LIFE YA...and he's really cute! *in the dream* Sam was saying to me how he likes me and how he wants to be my friend and how he wrote my name over and over again in his book...

so, i turned around to look at Mat...and he gave me this really really cute smile see can die happy wan..and Sam got really excited and started.....JABBING MY HEAD!!!! AIYO!!!!

"SEE! HE'S SMILING AT YOU!!! *jab jab jab* SMILE BACK!!! *jab* FASTER SMILE!!! *jab jab jab*"

Sei dignity all fly out the window??? Kena jab kau kau by Sam... >.<
i was so embarrased that i ran out of class...i pushed past everyone, even Mat, who was looking very amused about the whole situation...and i went outside to...

A HUGE QUEUE OF PEOPLE! YES! i don't know what they were queueing for...but they all looked agitated and dull..

they stared at me for awhile and i let them stare...

what!? never see girl before isit?? i was feeling kinda annoyed at this moment...felt like whacking the next person i saw...
then James walked past me...a HUNDRED POUNDS heavier!!! WEARING A NEON PINK SHIRT!!!! waddling about happily...gosh...don't know why i dreamt that.....get it out!! get it out!!
and then William and Shawn ran up behind James, and William jumped onto him and the three of them walked off...
from that queue, i was rudely jerked to another place...a supermarket...and Shaza was standing in front of me, with stars in her eyes...literally.
She had these patterns on her eyeballs...stars and groovy shapes...quite scary..but i was so mesmerized and i wanted to follow her everywhere....she said they were a gift from the witch hypnotize animals....
then Royce came up to me and he started promoting his blog ferociously...he said his blog has all kinds of free stuff...if u clicked on Royce's blog u'll immediately have big feet and smelly underarms..."which is really what everyone needs, if u really think about it!" he urged me...
and it made sense...a computer appeared in front of us and i went "Click!" and BOOMSHAKALAKABOOM!! i had HUUUUGE FEET and extremely smelly armpits...
so did Shaza...hahahaha...YES SHAZ!! U GOT THEM TOO!!
and the dream ended with Royce clapping and laughing happily while jiggling up and down...
i woke up feeling very dislodged from reality...i'll never eat pasta before bed again...

Monday, July 9, 2007

Caryn tagged me..*ouch*


a) Yellow the statements that are true to you.
b) Red the statements that you WISH are true.
c) Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 3 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana. Haha..just kidding..
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. but only sometimes...
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. FINGERNAILS!
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends. :)
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don’t hate anyone.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer. YES I AM!
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.. Yay!
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. tee hee!
46) I’m not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. gosh..
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. Now you know..I'M A HORRIBLE FRIEND! SOBBBB!!
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can’t stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. i KNOW what it is..
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex. OoOo!!
100) I love being happy.

Now, i shall stab

ROYCE *because i want to*
SHAZA *because it's time u updated ur blog*
JIMBO *because u have to write about more than movie reviews!*

Tuesday, July 3, 2007



we love you!!!

so glad everything worked out..eventhough the surprise was blown 3

Sunday, July 1, 2007

What was i thinking??!?!

I went shopping with mom and ivy yesterday at KLCC and the first shop we walked into was ZARA..they had a sale where all T-shirts were RM39 ONLY!!!!!

okay..not all shirts la..i wish..but there was a huge pile that u could choose from that only cost RM39...i like buying from Zara cos they have cool bags..=P
I bought 2 items, a white shirt with 3 buttons down the top front...

NOT dummy buttons!! buttons that can actually open...the last time i bought a shirt like that, i bought it cos it had those buttons and i thought it would be nice to pop open a button or two and wear a tube top inside...but when i got home, i realized they were dummy buttons! SO DISAPPOINTING!! cannot open wan...>.<
See..real buttons..=D YAY! one white top and an orange stretchy tube...

Stretchy stretchy me
when we got home, i suddenly felt very semangat to clean out my closet...get rid of all clothes i haven't worn in at least 3 months...erm..not throwing them away but storing them in a box in case one day i might need them..

and i came across SO MANY FASHION DISASTERS!!!!!
Buying AND wearing jeans like this???!!

Big foot's grandmother meh?!?

*see now also can turn tomato red..i remember every time i wore it, i felt uber cool, uber chic...oh my gosh!!*
And SOMEMORE got wear this kind of twisted front pullover thing!!!
Wear after 10 minutes will look like this..

*like kena rape only*
should be locked up and kept in a tower forever!!!
*the shirt and jeans...NOT me..*

i remember we went into Marks and Spencer and i was walking around looking for some hipster jeans for my mom..YES! MOM wears hipsters now!!! so cool right! =D

and i was walking past the counter when i felt like something very painful shining at the right side of my eye...i turned to see what it was, and i saw this :

ok..bad photoshop skills but...
GOSH!! SO HORRIBLE!!!! THE COLOUR!!! THE STRETCHY PANTS!!!!! women above 40 should NOT WEAR COLOUR LIKE THIS!!! so painful to the was actually much brighter than this..neon blue i would call it...let this be a lesson to all of us yes? no stretchy neon blue pants for you!