i lost my temper today..
lost it on poor blur aaron..
we were both very sleepy and i was trying to explain something to him but he couldn't get it..
i explained 3 times and still he couldn't understand..
i am getting too cheong hei for my own good.. :(
then according to him, i snapped and told him that he's not doing anything also, why keep on clicking the mouse?!!?? *EXPLODE!*
sorry baby..blame it on PMS..blame everything on PMS ok? i love u..
WHY DO GIRLS GET ALL THE MESSY STUFF?
guys should get pregnant and have periods so they would know NOT to mess with a girl when she's hormonal..
and quit calling us sensitive! if we're not sensitive, we wouldn't be as loving or as wonderful as we are now..YOU *points to all male guavas* have to have more sensitivity for US!!
to all men who want women!
shower us with presents, hugs and kisses..never tell us that we're "over-reacting.." unless u want to be a virgin the rest of ur life..
ALWAYS tell us u love us and that u can't live without us. (even though u think u can, u know u can't really.)
wear deodorant and skip the sleeveless tight t-shirts please!
when we want to syiok sendiri and take photos of "us", just let us do it..don't complain that you don't "do photos"..
let us paint ur nails for fun occasionally..ESPECIALLY when we want to test out nail polish colours and our nails are already done.
pamper us with sweet words when we are backstabbed by mean bitches..tell us that she will grow gigantic warts and brocolli will come out of her ass..
don't compare our boobs to those owned by celebrities! will they let u touch theirs???
and last but not least,
please don't act like u can get all the babes in the world to sleep with u..it is tacky and not attractive at all, regardless of what ur male posse says..
Monday, October 29, 2007
i lost my temper today..
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Then we went to Tony Roma's for a birthday lunch..We had CHICKEN CLUB SALAD which is always SO SO GOOD!! Ivy lighted another candle for Caryn.. :p
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i think, "What is the point?"
i wake up, go to class, come home, nap, eat, do work, sleep, wake up, go to class, come home, nap, eat, do work, sleep....
i mean...why is it a cycle???
i am bored!!!
i want a change!!!
i realize that i feel this 'boredom' every once in awhile..am i the only one or are there others like me who feel bored with this routine we call life?
the only fun i have is shopping and eating out and dates on friday nights..
where is the excitement??? this is supposed to be the prime of my life!!
20 and bored..that is NOT how i pictured myself when i was young...
PLUS! now i can drive..what's stoping me from taking a map and driving off towards China???
*well, not actually China but somewhere different from here*
i want an adventure!! i want to go hunt for cicadas in the peruvian jungle!!
i want to bake banana durian shephard's pie!
i want to meet someone famous and exchange lives with them!
i want to shoot a movie! or someone..
i want to experience life!!!
someone please come and save me...
Friday, October 12, 2007
i was kinda in a bad mood today after Kins' class...it's not his fault, i guess..he's just trying to be helpful and to teach us what are good and bad ads...but i felt that his critique session was so long and cheong hei... :(
and then he forgot what he approved and what he didn't approve...he was also a little mean when he told Jackie that her ideas weren't funny and that she doesn't have a single funny bone in her body..Yer..
he also said that my idea was common and very normal..sigh..maybe that's what made me moody also..when he said that, i could feel my entire face turn tomato flaming pizza red! i don't know if it was obvious or not..could feel my horns coming out d, cos i was burning up so fast!
and i remember that i couldn't concentrate on what he said because i was secretly willing my face to turn back to its normal colour...felt so hot and bothered..yuck!! :(
had lunch with ivy and yy at ichiban ramen where we teased ivy for not finishing her food..told her that her future husband will have pus and peeling skin on his face..muahahaaha!! because she ordered a japanese pancake with mayo and onion skin on top... :p next time must finish ur food ok ivy? :p
at first i didn't really want to go to lunch..i felt like going home and soaking my head in something cold to bring down my bad mood...but caryn left early and i felt that i should stay and eat with them since everyone was hungry..
glad i did though.. :)
sorry for being a grumpy betty today!
Thursday, October 11, 2007
like i told ivy and caryn, i am a useless chipmunk at night..
i really try to do my work, i do! i even took an afternoon nap so that i would have the energy bar of life..but when i woke up, i decided to have dinner...then after dinner, watch some tv...then after that come to the computer to do work...but end up chatting about random things...and NOT DOING ANY WORK!! *shoots chipmunk outside window*
sigh..everything is right beside me..my layout pad, my 2B pencils...my brain...
but nothing is being produced!
except crappity crapulicious crap!
i can't wait for the Raya holidays!
oo!! today, when i was in college looking into the auditorium for the Shidios, Yew Chin came out..and she said that i lost even more weight!
but i was thinking, is that possible? everytime she saw me, she said i'd lost weight...
HOW FAT WAS I LA???
Form 3 - i remember this was my proudest photo...omgosh!
And i asked Caryn, who said that compared to first year, first term...i really did lose a lot of weight.. :)
YAY!!! but.....really...how fat WAS i??
after i burnt it, i went through the video and YEAH MAN!!!
okay..not really fat la...but OH SO PLUMPISH!!!
Form 4 - okla..not that chubby in this photo! SUCCESS!
Form 5 - just look at my mango jelly arms! This is front view ok!! IMAGINE SIDE VIEW!! *faints*
like a turkey!! i was round all over..gosh..so cute!!
but i don't want to be cute and round..i wanna be lean and hot!
I hate this picture because i look like an UGLY MAN!
diet day number 12...11th Oct 2007...ate a kit kat chunky bar during markers class...but it's not that fattening right? cos it's mostly wafer??
YOU MUST STILL BE MY FRIEND!!
BABY, CANNOT STOP LOVING ME!!
cannot forsake me after ugly photos are revealed wan ok..so tacky!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
RM25 only..Don't really know if that's cheap or expensive..hahaha!! but it's worth it to get a
*drools with happiness!*
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Your heart is breaking
Your mind is unclear
You are tired and restless and full of fear
Come to Me-
Even if you say words you shouldn’t
You don’t do things you should
You doubt and try to change,but never think you could.
Come to Me-
Even if you thought an evil thought
You thought the thought again
You turned the thought to action and now you are bound in sin.
Come to Me-
Even if you say “But I knew better, I belong to You”
Child, I am not surprised by anything you do.
I made you in My image
I fashioned you with care
When you cried tears into your pillow, remember I was there.
I have always been and always will I be.
For even when you do those things, you still belong to me.
Even if you do these things, Oh child, don’t you see?
Even if, even if, you still can come to Me.
There is a secret place I have created where you may seek My face,
This place I have for you is called “The Father’s Warm Embrace”
And when I have held you in My arms and rocked you,
listening closely to your fears,
I will place you on My lap and wipe away your tears.
Then, I will smile.
A smile to let you know I am pleased.
For when you are hurt and when you sinned, still-
you came to Me.
So, do not draw back from Me my child,
I am Abba Father to you,
remember in My word I said -
Behold,I make all things new.
I will forgive you, heal you, restore you,I will shower you with grace.
I will never turn My back to you, but you will see my face.
On your journey home, when I see you I will run to you…..
Even if, Even if, My child, even if..just come.
sometimes you say the wrong things at the wrong time.
sometimes you complain about how much time i spend getting ready.
sometimes i complain that you DON'T spend enough time getting ready.
sometimes i annoy you by being a perfectionist.
sometimes you annoy me by not being perfect.
sometimes i get so frustrated with you i want to tear out my brains and feed them to the birds.
sometimes i don't like you very much.
and sometimes you don't like me either.
all the time, i LOVE your hugs, kisses and sweet words.
*because i always feel complete when i am with you*
all the time, i LOVE how amused you get when i tell u a joke.
*because you crack me up too when u fall off the bed laughing* :p
all the time, i LOVE it when you make a drink and give me the first sip.
*because it shows that u remember i am there*
all the time, i LOVE the freaky way you can move your ears.
*because my dad once said that only special people can do that*
all the time, i LOVE how much u love my dog.
*because i love my dog too*
all the time, i LOVE you driving down to see me every friday night.
*because friday nights are our nights, and we should be together* :)
all the time, i LOVE how your shoes don't match your outfit.
*because my shoes don't match my outfit either* :p
all the time, i LOVE your messy car, it's cacated air conditioning and untinted windows.
*because it is yours and you love it* :)
all the time, i LOVE you and i will never stop.
*because you told me once that we will always work things out and that you will love me forever, so i am holding you to that promise*
i love you, aaron wong.
gosh i'm such a romantic!
Monday, October 1, 2007
she didn't know that everyone was standing behind her and kept whispering to me,
"It's only us watching right? No one else right?"
HAHAHAA!! too bad, jo..all ur embarrassing photos are for EVERYONE to see!! :p
but u must still LOVE ME!
*he's not blue in real life ok!*
then after dinner, we made her go around asking for her presents. She asked Simon first and he gave her this hint, "Stars are in the....?"
She ran to Sky.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AGAIN. JO!! I LOVE YOU!!!! very glad that everything worked out and i'm so glad u kept crying because it shows how touched u really were with our effort.. :)
plus it gave me more material for blackmail purposes.. :p
*HUGS!!!* BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!