Butter that is yellow

Me Tan not Leong!

2008-06-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

First time,

Caller 1: Hello Mister Leong Lai Ping?
Me : *Giggle* Sorry, wrong number..
Caller 1: Oh ok..sorry..thank you..bye!

Second time,

Caller 2: Hello, can i please speak to Mr. Leong Lai Ping?
Me : Erm..i think u've got the wrong number..hehe..
Caller 2: Oh..........
Me : Why don't u try 017 or 012? *trying to be helpful, see*
Caller 2: Oh..........
Me : Ya.....ok.....?
Caller 2: Oh.......................*pause for ancient time* ok...

.......dial tone........

sigh..

Third time it happened,

Caller 3 : Hi, Mr Leong!
Me : Sorry, wrong number.
Caller 3 : Are you sure?
Me : Yes, very sure.
Caller 3 : You're NOT Mr Leong? *aggitated tone*
Me : No wor...I'm a girl.
Caller 3 : Then why he give me your number?
Me : I don't know, maybe you write wrongly?
Caller 3 : Cannot be........Aihh..I try again la.

Fourth time!!

Me : *Barely awake* Hewloow?
Caller : MR LEONG LAI PING??? IS THAT YOU?????
Me : no is not him go way!
Caller : You are not Mr Leong? *clearly puzzled by this surprising turn of events*
Me : *grumpily* no.
Caller : Oh...where is he?
Me : Huh?? He's not here la! He's at his own house.
Caller : Then who are you?
Me : I'm one of the seven dwarves.
Caller : Errrrrrr....who?
Me : Sigh...nothing..you've got the wrong number la..
Caller : Then why didn't you say wrong number??!?!?! Waste my time only!!!!

.......dial tone.......

WHO IS THIS LEONG LAI PING AND WHY IS HE GIVING OUT MY NUMBER TO ALL THESE WEIRD PEOPLE??!?!!?!

Tagged by Jimbo

2008-04-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

Real name:
Majestra Ollie Junior though i don't know why you guys call me Sam..
Nickname:
Sammie, Tan Ting Ting, Ah Sum, NOBF, Mui, Baby, Smelly Bolster, Crabface.
Married:
Nope. But i was born to be.. :D
Male/Female:
Femme Fatale
High school:
SMK USJ 13, the classrooms don't have air conditioning wan..i only went there because i thought they had.. :(
College:
The One Academy of Communication Design *graduating soon! YAY!*
Short or long hair:
Mid-length.
Are u a health freak:
I try to be healthy! :D *munches on sugar-glazed donut*
Height:
6 WONDERFUL FEET! or is it 5?
Do u have a crush on someone?:
Erm..does Aaron count?
Do u like yourself:
When i wake up on the right side of the bed, yes..but then again, my bed's against the wall, so i always wake up on the same side..hehe!
Piercings:
Only my ears..how boring, i know, right!
Righty of lefty:
Righty!
First....Surgery:
Lol! I was in Standard 5, to remove a lump on my wrist..eew!
Piercing:
Again? Only in my ears lor..
Person u see in the morning:
Like James, no one..everyone has left by the time this trooper gets up!
Award:
OoOoOo!! none that counts. :(
Sport u join:
Is shopping a sport? If it isn't, it should be! I'll be a champion! Did i mention i bought 2 dresses last week? :DDDD
Pet:
Ruffles the Humping Wonder!
Lucky Three Dots..but she passed away a long time ago..I miss her..
Various turtles, rabbits and hamsters..but not anymore!
Vacation:
Yes, i would like one please! :D
Concert:
Oh my gosh this is so embarrassing...Lea Selonga *a Phillipino singer* when i was 7..I AM WAITING FOR YOU, ONE REPUBLIC!
First crush:
Hahaha!! I'm such a slut! In kindergarten! I tricked him and kissed him under the mango tree.. :P
Currently...Eating:
Nothing..but i devoured a plate of Char Kuey Teow just now..
Drinking:
Water.
I'm about to:
Stand up and sing the national anthem just for kicks!
Want kids:
If only it were that easy..When you get married, the pastor asks you, "Do you want kids together?" And you say "Yes! 2 would be great! One girl and one boy!" and he goes, "Alright, I'll have a chat with God, expect your first child in 9 months!"
and 9 months later, out pops a girl! Hassle free..just push your belly button and DING! Ready made babey! :P
But yala..ideally, one boy and one girl for me please! :D
Want to get married:
Like is said, i was born to be..so YES YES YES!! MARRY ME, BABY!! *in 6 years time la ya!*
Careers in mind:
Photographer! Wedding planner! Food packaging designer!
Which is better?Lips or eyes?:
Both are equally wonderful..IWANTBOTH!
Hugs or kisses:
Hugs are sweeter!
Shorter or taller?:
As long as he's taller than me, that's fine.. :D
Romantic or spontaneous:
"Spontaneous romantics rock harder." I COULDN'T AGREE MORE, JIMBO!
Sensitive or loud:
Sensitive..but not to the point of teary eyed koreans ok?
Troublemaker or hesitant?:
Troublemakers la! Hesitant so boring..
Have u ever....Kissed a stranger?:
Hmm..the kindie boy was kinda a stranger..hehe!
Drank bubbles:
LOL!!!! NOLAH! Siao!
lost glasses/contacts:
Many lost contacts roam my bathroom floor :(
Ran away frm home:
Haha..tried to when i was a overly dramatic korean teenager.. :p
liked someone younger:
Nope!
liked someone older:
I thought Aaron was older than me when i first met him but kononnya same age..
Broke someone's heart:
Sadly yes..but he's MUCH happier now! :D
Been arrested:
Nope..i am a good citizen of the law.
Cried when someone died:
Yeah.. :(
Do u believe in...Yourself?:
I believe that i can make delicious pasta!
Miracles:
OH YES! I always get tummy aches and God miraculously makes them dissappear when I ask Him to.. :D
Heaven:
Yes.
Santa Claus:
Nope.
Magic:
Fireflies can light up their butts..that's magic to me..*emotional music starts to play*
Angels:
Yes.
Answer truthfully..Is there someone u want to be with right now?:
Yes but he's so far away.. :(
Do u believe in God?:
Yes.
Tag 5 ppl:
1) Royce cos he'll answer through his Royce-tinted glasses and crack everyone up.
2) Wuen Li cos she HAS TO!
3) Foong Vern because it'll be interesting to know how she'll answer the "kids" question.
4) Caryn cos i she'll probably have pictures supporting her answers.. :P
5) Joanne Teo because she hasn't blogged in FOREVER!

SO STRESS!!!!!

2008-03-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

want to cry!!
need more time!!
PLEASE???
it's times like this when i really want to PAY someone to DO the work for me.. :(
wouldn't that be great?
imagine, i just pass off the stress to someone who can definitely do a better job!

SOME LECTURERS ARE JUST RUDE! BORN RUDE, WILL DIE RUDE! RUDE RUDE RUDE!!
hate them.

i hope that they will only get rude clients from now on who are WORSE THAN THEM !!!!!

taste of their own medicine yeah?

the more stressed i become, the lazier i get, and the more heaty i get..

that's why i've got a sore throat right now that will just not go away...so suffering!
it's so embarrassing when i have a coughing fit right when the lecturer is lecturing.. :(

on another note, i LOVE everyone who has been taking care of me and making my life more comfortable by boiling me chinese herbal drink, taking me out to drink honey lemon tea, telling me funny stories so that i'll forget about my stupid final projects, bringing me out, buying keropok leko and sharing them with me.. :D

i love being pampered..*hugs!*

just ignore my elephant rant.

The day I discovered my mom snores.

2008-03-07T19:34:00.004+08:00

My family and I were on holiday sometime during last year..

and we all shared one room with two queen beds..

my sister and i shared one bed..
my parents shared another..

now..u must know..i always have trouble sleeping in any place other than my own bed..
especially on the first night..
the 2nd night is usually better because i'm exhausted from the lack of sleep the night before.. :)

so anyway, on the first night, i was lying in bed trying to fall asleep..
my sister isn't a very big person but i still felt uncomfortable because i didn't dare to move in case i disturbed her..

so i stayed in one position and listened to the little rumble that came from my dad's snoring..

zzzz...zzzzzz.....zzz.....SNORT...zzzz....zzzzzz.....zz....zzzz..

very uneven wan..

then suddenly, the snores got louder...

ZZZ...zzZZZ..ZZzzz...zzzZZZZZZZzzzzz...ZZZZZ......ZZZZZZZZZ!

i shifted a bit and tried to ignore it..

but it got louder still!!

ZZZZZ...ZZZZZZZZ....ZZZZZZZZZZZZ....ZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZ......ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.....!!!!

wah!! i cannot tahan already..how to sleep like this?!

my sister was also awake by now giggling beside me..

so, naturally, i turned over to nudged my dad..

"Daddy, stop snoring..too loud already!"

and guess what?

He was awake all the while!!! The snoring came from my MUM!! AND we all couldn't sleep because of her!Everyone was awake trying to sleep!!

hahahahaha!

and guess what? it's genetic.

she didn't snore when she was younger either..

so, whoever marries me, kesian la...

*aaron runs off*

:P

Inspired to write

2008-03-05T22:06:00.005+08:00

i had this dream last night..

i was at a restaurant with my family and this cat kept hanging around our table...
(the restaurant was one of those chinese ones with the red tablecloth and peanuts on the table)
AND THE CAT WAS INSIDE!! what is this..
i just ignored the cat at first..but it kept scratching me...
*kinda like Fezz at HQ*
and so i smacked it..
*like i smacked Fezz at HQ*
and instead of running away into a corner..
*like what Fezz did at HQ*
IT STARTED ATTACKING ME!!!

SO ANNOYING!!
somemore the claws so sharp..it kept coming at my bare legs..
i was wearing shorts..so i could see where the damn cat scratched me..
bleeding ok!!!
i tried to run away from it but it's like super fast lightning stupid cat!
kept attacking me..

and then i woke up..
on the floor..

staring at Tabbies, my tabbycat soft toy..
oh the irony..

Why Men Are NEVER Depressed

2008-03-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

Men Are Just Happier People :

Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can never be pregnant.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another petrol station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks and engines.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.
Your underwear is £8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
Everything on your face stays its original colour.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
One wallet and one pair of shoes -- one colour for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

Random musings of a teenaged blob

2008-02-21T23:56:00.008+08:00

I've been thinking about Melbourne alot lately.
Like how excited I am to start another chapter of my life in a foreign city..
but also how scared I am at the same time, you know?
I have never been a very brave person.

I remember when i was young and my mum brought me to Mc Donald's..
I couldn't finish my fries so she told me to go over to the counter and ask for a plastic bag..
I was about 8?
Yeah, i didn't dare do it..

SO CHICKEN RIGHT!!

I somehow got it into my head that the lady behind the counter would either ignore me, or worse! Scream at me for not finishing my food.
"YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRL!! REGULAR FRIES ALSO CANNOT FINISH?? SEE YOUR FAT TUMMY ALSO KNOW YOU EAT ALOT ALREADY LA!! NO, I WILL NOT GIVE YOU A PLASTIC BAG. NOW SHUT UP AND EAT YOUR FOOD!"

or something like that..

*pecks at corn* puk puk puk puk puuukkkkk!

sigh..

thankfully, i now dare to speak to strangers..and i can order my food over a counter.. yay!
but there are other things in life that i'm still very chicken about..
like argueing with someone older than me.

someone not related to me through blood ties..

someone like demon lecturer, joseph foo.

i disagree with the way he talks to us, his students..
he expects so much from us but treats us like dog poop..
he's better this term though..
but last term, he was HORRIBLE!!

i dreaded his class..it was a bad bad way to start the weekend..
i didn't like the way he yelled at us and told us we were stupid and useless and all things smelly..
if you want people to respect you, you have to GIVE them respect first, am i right?!
he CLEARLY doesn't believe this.

so suffering to study under him!!

when i found out that he was going to teach us this term as well, i almost quit my diploma ok! cannot tahan already!

BUT i hate confrontation (must be the malaysian in me) and i felt that if i argued with him, he would just keep coming up with sharper comebacks until i weep with the sorrow of a thousand crows..

see..not brave at all..

if i were jia ling, i would have no problem speaking up for myself..

oh jia ling..how i envy your confidence..

would you be my bodyguard?
haha..i'm kidding..

you should be my translator..
YEAH!! i can see it now..

i say something "Sammie-nice" and u translate it into what my heart truly wants to say but my mouth won't obey..

like for example :

Someone disses something i'm proud of..
Sammie-nice : Oh, that's okay..I'm happy with what I have done..thank you for being honest..
Translator : WHAT?!!!! You don't know talent when it knocks u up and makes u pregnant!! You should be so LUCKY to be standing in MY GLORIOUS PRESENCE! NOW BOW TO ME,HERMIT!!!

yeah..that'd be nice..
*dreamy smile*

......

*snort!*

anyway, what was i talking about?

oh yeah..Melbourne and how excited i am..

Royce mentioned that he was quite stressed for the last couple of days because he couldn't find a place to stay and was afraid that he would have to settle for a smelly room with shared bathroom..EGAD THE HORRORS!!

and then today, everything worked out like it always does in Royceland..

He met 5 very nice people and they had a room available..SO LUCKY!!
he even has his own bathroom..HEAVEN!!
and all these things happened after he talked to me....hmmm...coincidence? :p

*hugs to Royce*

i miss u!!

i'm glad everything turned out well..
when i come to Melbourne, u'd better have a bed waiting for me! *snicker*

okay..i'm tired now and i don't know what i'm babbling about also..

i'll probably read this tomorrow and laugh.. :)

NITES EVERYONE!!
you are ALL special.

SHOUTOUT TO TAMMY TEE FOONG VERN WHO HAS ASKED ME TO UPADTE!! I LOVE YOUUU!!!! :)

The Love Month

2008-02-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

Relationships aren't perfect..
Ours definitely isn't..
There are arguments, disappointments and lots of tears in the past..
and no doubt in the future too..
Of course there are good times, amazing times and unforgettable times too..
I am in this till the end, baby.
I only want us..
:)

2007 turning one year older

2008-01-03T02:35:00.001+08:00

New year's eve was spent with the gang at Lekho's mum's condo in Damansara Perdana..so fun!! we could see the fireworks from 1U, Pyramid and The Curve!

we went for dinner at this wonderful place that i cannot remember the name off!! i think it was Bora-bora..or Bumbu-bumbu...or something like that la..

the food portions were quite tiny for all 9 of us but it was the company that made everything so enjoyable.. :D

there was a live band playing and they decided to dedicate a song to Foong Vern and Simon because they were standing there watching..

they said, "Let's play a nice song to the romantic couple over there!"

and FV screamed into Simon's ear and ran off! HAHAHAHAA!!!

aiyo..ppl wanna play song for u, dear...don't run off now.. ;P

i asked her, "What if Simon arranged that for u and he wanted to propose to you at that very moment but u run off like that?"

she replied, "I want fireworks with my name in the sky..MARRY ME, TAMMY!!"

LOL with ketchup on top!

After dinner, we went to the condo and hung out before midnight..Lekho made some prostitute jokes and Simon laughed so much that he knocked over a mug and we became cleaners..

surprisingly, it was the guys this time who did the cleaning up while the girls watched and made jokes.. ;p

sticky note-
Aaron wore new jeans!!! so cute!!!

at 11.30, we all went down and waited for the show to begin...Jian Png and Ivy were on their way and Lekho guided them to the condo..at 12 midnight sharp, they reached!! JUST IN TIME to see the super geng chao combination that flew up and rained down in slow motion!! SO COOL!!

after that, we went clubbing at Soula / Solar / Soul Ya at Damansara..there were surprisingly few people clubbing there and it was such a relief because there was actually room to DANCE and BREATHE!! entrance was free too so WEE!

i drank a little and Kevin kept knocking back the beer..lol..he just kept on drinking and drinking..

Ivy's 1st clubbing experience..she's so cute when she dances!!!!!!!!!! Wuen Li and i showed Foong Vern some dance moves and she tried to copy us..SO FUNNY!!! *hugs foong vern!*

Aaron doesn't go clubbing much either but he got to see me party like a rockstar, he was shocked that his girlfriend is so hot wan..haha!! okay..new year's resolution, must stop talking so highly of myself...eventhough i'm so wonderful.. :p

after clubbing, we went to a mamak nearby to sober up..and then we left for home at 4am..SUCH a fun night!!! I can't wait to do it all again!! maybe on Valentine's day, guys? ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

hot soup and uneven steps

2008-01-03T02:25:00.001+08:00

i burned my face today..so siao lor!!

i made a nice steamy bowl of maggie mee and wanted to eat outside in the hall when i tripped and fell, sloshing the soup RIGHT ONTO MY FACE!

so hot so hot!!!

i ran into the bathroom like i was chasing charlie cox and quickly splashed water onto my scalded face... :(

then i started crying like a baby..

my sister was right behind me when it happened and she says it was like everything happened in slow motion..lol! she said she saw me trip and then the bowl went crashing down, the soup splashing onto my face as i lay there with my butt pointing to heaven..so humiliating and NOT babe-like!

somemore i cried with big sobs and shaking shoulders.. :(

it was more shocking than painful, to be honest..suddenly one bowl of hot soup splash onto u, u would cry too!

ivy was so sweet, she quickly ran to the fridge and took out two ice cubes and wrapped them in a handkerchief..then she started to wipe my face... :)

i cried more and acted pitiful so she would feel sorry for me! ;p

thanks bi!! u're stable when i'm not! :D

Malacca 2007

2008-01-03T01:04:00.001+08:00

Ivy, Jian Png, Aaron and i travelled to Malacca on the 27th of december for a short holiday..it was a good trip, my sister's first road trip.. :) we drove the mighty kembara!

and stayed at the Puri Hotel which was SO BEAUTIFUL *apart from the fact that it's haunted..la dee da*

our room was tiny but good enough..we shared a room, there were two single beds and jian png got a backache after the first night..lol! he bought a wooden massage toy and ivy became his masseuse..NOT that kind of masseuse!

crazy thing was we didn't eat any real good malacca food.. :(

we weren't familiar with the roads and every street was a one way abomination of confusion..so we ended up eating wherever we stopped..but i did take them to the chicken rice shop the shidios took me to last year..only this time, it wasn't that nice anymore..the rice balls were machine made and it was all mashed up into balls..there weren't any rice particles left...just one big lump of white ball..

disappointing lor..somemore so expensive..RM49++ for kampung chicken, nga choi and rice balls *which were quite good la..only the rice balls were yucky*

see..lumpy white ball..

pictures look good though.. ;)

we went shopping around but i didn't buy anything..Jian Png bought 3 wooden swords for RM9 each..he was so proud of them..lol..

at night, we watched movies *we brought along a dvd player and a handful of dvds :) * in our room and then we went out to the pasar malam..the food there is different from the food here...at the pasar malam, i mean..

herbal tea eggs are PEELED already..so cute!

french fries are sold with all kinds of flavoured toppings like mustard cheese and spicy pork sauce! cool hah!

the 2nd night, it drizzled and we had to walk back to the car so we had a romantic walk in the rain.. ;)

also we kena saman TWICE for parking without a parking ticket! RM30 each..which i ignored and threw away..oops..was i supposed to keep that a secret? :p

on the 3rd day, we went to the zoo where we burned in the sun while watching the animals scratch themselves..

we saw this giraffe family and the mama giraffe was chasing the baby around the penn while daddy was locked in the stables..mama got tired and stopped to rest but the excitement was a strain on her bladder so she started to pee..

the four of us stood there with our mouths open watching her...never before have we seen so much pee!

and then the daddy giraffe started to LICK AND DRINK HER PEE WHILE SHE WAS STILL PEEING!!!! how cool is that!?!! HAHAHAA!! i was so stunned i forgot to take a photo...regret regret!! Mama giraffe got pissed off and moved away from him with a look that said, "What are you DOING?!! Are you CRAZY?!!"

animals are so amazingly oblivious to being cool lor..which is why they are..

sticky note -

i actually argued lots with Aaron on this trip..being in close contact 3 days in a row and with all the stress of planning a trip made me grumpy and irritable..little things annoyed me and i would blow up at him..i was wound more uptight than a Bree on desperate housewives.. so shameful..

his patience wore thinner everytime i lost my temper and we got into heated 5 minute arguments, the end of which one of us would give in and say "i'm sorry."

the good thing about fighting though is the making up part.. ;p

and we made up alot..

hee hee hee..

going on a trip with jian png and my sister also made us all closer as an awesome foursome..png and aaron start talking less of dota and more of ACTUAL IMPORTANT stuff.. :p

we also got lost a couple of times but managed to find our way back each time..jian png would be the one to suggest asking for directions and i'm usually the stubborn one who doesn't want to because "i know best!" who said it was men who hate asking for directions again? haha!

because the weather was so hot, we sneaked into Equatorial hotel for a swim and i wore my brand new HOT RED SWIMSUIT!! we swam until we turned pruney and ripe!

i really enjoyed this trip even with all the arguments and giraffe pee..can't wait to go again with ALL THE OTHERS who fong fei kei-ed us this trip..NEXT TIME ALL MUST GO!

then u can show me where to eat the satay celup..hehe!

red and green

2008-01-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

i met up with wuen li and foong vern for some girly shopping before christmas..

wanted to buy presents for people but ended up buying things for myself..tee hee and dances around.

I BOUGHT A RED SWIMSUIT THAT IS SUPER HOT THAT WHEN YOU SEE ME STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU, YOU WILL GO,

"wow. that is one super hot swimsuit on you, sam!"

then u will drown in your own drool.

and it drained me off RM135..and that's only for the top half..the bikini bottom was a separate price so i didn't buy that..

merry christmas to me!

fa la la la laaaa..and all that cheer..

we had such a good time catching up and laughing at each other..i forgot how well we got along..everytime we saw each other last year, we were always focused on other things like birthday cake and funky parrots. this time, we could just relax and hang out.. :D

after lunch and shopping we came back to my house to bake cupcakes for our familes and best friends because we're such generous, loving souls..

make a wish and eat a cupcake! Aaron ate all the ones i made so a 100 points to me as Martha! YAY!

we all have some catching up to do

2008-01-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

this has been one perfect holiday.

:)

the best thing about year end holidays are that other colleges are off too. this means u get to catch up with all your friends who you've missed before because they have different holiday dates than you.

and royce is back from melbourne which is PERFECT!! but so far, i've only seen him 3 times..once the night he came back *which he reserved for his special vanilla people*, 2nd time when he skipped work and joined us for shopping at sungei wang..and the 3rd time going out with all the gorgeous gorgeous people..

spending time with shaz, jt and royce is always an experience ;)

the 3rd night, we decided to meet up with winson and alwyn for dinner at a mamak stall near their place..and when we reached the place, the mamak guy led us to a long table at the back of the stall..he pointed to a plate full of roti canai and told us to "self service". i asked loudly, "WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO EAT ROTI CANAI?"

and everyone ignored me.

the rest took some roti canai and we all sat down..royce complained that it was cold and his cousin asked the mamak guy to heat it up..then someone complained that the table was dirty and asked the mamak woman to wipe it..she came and wiped it with a clean cloth but her face was sour apples..we were thinking, "so rude..."

then we got thirsty and the mamak guy came to tell us that they only serve teh o ais..

alwyn asked, "teh o ais limau?" the guy shook his head..

alwyn asked, "milo ais?" the guy shook his head again.

"teh o ais sajah!"

alwyn said "okla..satu.."

the others did not order anything.

when we were done eating, royce asked for the bill and the mamak guy said, "Tak apa boss"

we were like, "huh!?!! no need to pay??? so good?? what's wrong with the food??? why free wan???"

and then we saw the sign..

RUMAH TERBUKA KEPADA YANG DIJEMPUT.

oh my gosh so malu!!!! people's open house and we walk in happily..somemore eat their food...somemore complain that it's cold and ask to microwave..somemore take more than 2 roti canai!!!! so embarrassing!!!!!

these kind of things only happen around us when we're together..no one saw the sign!

smelly socks eat a bowl of bull's bollocks! wee!

This is what dreams are made of..

2007-11-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

my dreams are all weird and funny nowadays..

i am searching for something..but i cannot find it..and i get frustrated and i blow up a ken doll..

i am trying on clothes but there are no mirrors and i cannot see myself...i get frustrated and i blow up another ken doll..

i am a man...and i scratch my balls...

i can smell something burning and i go to look for the source...i turn a corner and i see an eskimo burning a fish...a red indian is standing next to him telling him not to put too much salt...a deer sunbathes nearby...they all don't see me...i walk up to them and try to talk to them but they don't seem to realize i am there...i sit down next to the deer and then i wake up...

i can hover above the ground by sitting on a cushion and flapping my hands..
*i get this dream alot..is it a sign?*

i go to class and no one is there..i call ivy, no one picks up..i call caryn, no one picks up...i sit in class alone to wait..no one comes...i suddenly realize i am the only one in college..i go outside and the world is completely silent...i am the last person left on earth...i hear a sound behind me and i turn around...coming out of a red myvi is a cow...he says to me, "Hop in, babe! You and i will make sweet mooooosic together!"

i am in a shopping mall and i have lots of money but nothing is for sale...i try to steal something and i get caught...i escape and run away but i get shot in the backside..i go, "Ouch."

i think i need to clear my mind before bed..good night all!

Leaving reality behind..

2007-11-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

Going to Camerons for the weekend really saved my sanity. After feeling so stressed out with college assignments, it was such a relief to leave everything behind and just sleep, eat and cuddle.. :)

Mummy and daddy were so sweet to invite Aaron and Jian Png along with us..they paid for everything and treated us to so many delicious meals..SUCH WONDERFUL PARENTS HOR!!

Can't wait for the Malacca trip in January!!!

The food post

2007-11-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

On the first day, we had ipoh hor fun with steamed chicken for breakfast!

not at ipoh, but at SS15..

*proceeds to talk like food show host*

The chicken is lightly flavoured with a hint of garlic and soy sauce, the meat is tender and lovely to bite into. Big portions at low prices.

*gives a big grin to the camera*

MmMmMMMMMmmm...

First dinner at Camerons was the traditional steamboat. We tried to find one of those charcoal steamboat restaurants but they were hiding, so we went for the normal gas ones instead. Aaron and Jian Png were super full because they ate alot of fried sotong at the pasar malam..haha! I thought they knew that we were going for dinner but they didn't.

The food at Camerons gets cold quick so u have to eat it immediately.

Here are some other food shots..

My diet plan flew out the window..so fun!

Chicken with curry leaves!!

Long beans with Belacan!!

Roast duck!!

Butter Cream Prawns!!

These are strawberry strudells mummy made with the strawberries we bought..SO WONDERFUL!!! puff pastries with strawberries and whipped cream...i could eat these all day long.. *munch munch*

November monsters

2007-11-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMON!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JT!!!!

*will, i didn't forget ur birthday...you are NOT answering phone when i call!!* :(

Everyone do the conga!!

chacha chacha cha CHA! chacha chacha cha CHA!!

banana sleepover

2007-11-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

*having a blanket wrapped around us like a murtabak*
*kissing you late into the night*
*spraying air freshener dramatically around when you accidentally "let one rip" hahaha!!*
*telling silly stories to each other*
*smelling your neck after a shower*
*watching Oprah together*
*waking up with you beside me*
*laughing at stupid things like morning breath and the un-romanticness of it all*
*cuddling*
*falling asleep again*

i love having you sleep over.. :)

don't eat salad before you sleep!

2007-11-02T18:12:00.001+08:00

was quite tired after class today..but HAPPY because corporate identity mr foo foo's assistant has CHOSEN A LOGO!!! WEEEE!!! i love her and not him.

so i came home and took a nap and HAD THE MOST REALISTIC EXCITING DREAM EVER!!! but also quite annoying la..here's what i dreamt..

i was at a shopping mall with my parents when suddenly my mom said to me,

"Girl..your flight tonight is a 7.30 right? You packed everything already or not?"

and i went, "HAR??!! WHAT?!?! WHERE AM I GOING??!!"

then like magic, i suddenly remembered everything..I'M GOING TO MELBOURNE TODAY!!!

*in my dream, i'm supposed to go with college Ivy too*

and i quickly checked my phone..there were 2 smses from her complaining that she felt very farn and didn't know what to pack..HAHAHA!!!

*slaps self* shouldn't laugh ok aqua woman!! YOU HAVEN'T PACKED ANYTHING ALSO!!

my parents all like very relaxed and drinking english tea while i panicked over there..i told them to drive me home so i could pack!!

it was already 5pm at that time..

OooOOOoO PANIC CITY!!

when i reached home, i quickly went to grab bags from all over the house..suddenly got two brand new DAMN COOL bags in my parents room..got tags on them reading Madam Cheong Hei's stuff and Monsieur Tan's knick knacks but who cares! I HAVEN'T PACKED AND FLIGHT AT 7.30!!!

so i grabbed the bags and proceeded to throw all the clothes i could find into them..

SUDDENLY, all my underwear got HOLES AND ARE YELLOW STAINED!!!!! WHAT HORRIBLE NOTHING-NESS IS THIS!?!!

felt so ANNOYED!!! i told my sister, GO BUY ME NEW UNDERWEAR NOW!!! nice nice wan ya..don't want those weird designs of wonder woman what what la wan ok?

and she went..wah, so obedient!

then i dunno why but i had an urge to pack all my soft toys...oh gosh..how stupid can i be?!!! no place to pack items i ACTUALLY need, but want to pack 100s of soft fluffy animals!! really must be a dream la..

then ar!! when i was finally done packing my useless things, i headed off to KLIA to check in..by then it was already 7pm..SO LATE!!!!!!!! but in my world, everything works out well for ME!

i checked in with no problems..but i remember feeling very bad because i totally forgot that i was leaving today and had no time to tell everyone!!

ALSO, *i just remembered* in my dream, i was leaving the term HALFWAY!! like right now, halfway in the middle of 3rd year 1st term, i suddenly leave..that's what was happening in my dream!

and i felt so HORRIBLE because i didn't tell aaron ANYTHING!!!!! somemore, we had a date tonight and i couldn't see him since i was at the airport..

i remember Foong vern calling me also in the middle of my flurried packing..she started crying when i told her i was leaving that night..and she shouted at me damn loud that i am GETTING OLD AND NEED TO START KEEPING A OLD LADY CALENDER! BIG BIG ONE SO U CAN WRITE ALL YOUR NONSENSE ON IT AND WON'T FORGET EVER AGAIN!!

so sad..i was leaving everyone behind..and i had no farewell party...not like Royce's super posh dinner! *everyone, when i leave, must give me GRAND GRAND FAREWELL DINNER OK!!*

*sniggers happily*

oh! AARON!! forgot about him at the airport..i was looking around everywhere for a digi yellow man so i could call everyone and tell them i was leaving in 30 minutes!!

CANNOT FIND STUPID DIGI MAN!! HIDING DUNNO IN WHICH BATHROOM!!!

ARGHHH!! SO FRUSTRATED AND GILA BY NOW!!!!

my parents were standing there talking about how their daughter so bad, simply take their bags to melbourne..

the frustration was making me melt puddles on the floor and i was contemplating buying a maxis starter pack for only RM199.90! (the sign there wrote, "Call your loved ones for only RM199.90 and tell them you are at the airport! then in small body copy, twas written, "the usual price is only RM9.90 but you so stupid follow digi man, now we jack up the price for you when you are desperate and pathetic!")

i took out my money and tried to pay the man...7.20pm already!! don't care la!!

I WANT TO CALL AARON AND JOANNE, SHAZA THEY ALL!!!

the man handed over the starter pack to me smiling but i frowned at him because he so horrible want to cheat me!

and just when i dialled in the number and it worked and i started to call....

the line was ringing...ringing....

RINGING!! in my ear!!!

i woke up to answer my own phone in groggy voice.."hello?"

someone shouted back at me, "ANDY ADA TAKKKK?????"

GO WASH YOUR BACKSIDE LA!!!

very unhappy and unsatisfied now!! cannot even step foot in melbourne in a dream.. :(

like royce and shaz would say, "extremely pharqueshit!!!"

when the spotlight is on, i am empty..

2007-11-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

my territory

2007-11-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

i've reached the edge of my childhood playground..when i realize that i have no more excuse to eat sand or catch butterflies in peace...now we must have a concept behind everything...

why do we eat sand?

why catch butterflies?

tell me what it symbolizes...

sigh..why is growing up so difficult? why must everyone backstab each other to get to the top? what is so great at the top? it's lonely..there's a strong wind and u might topple off..

and u also have to keep swallowing your saliva to make your ears go "pop"..

i want to experience life!!

i really do lor..i want to travel...i want to go swimming in the middle of the desert..i want to learn sign language..i want to sing in an unknown band..i want to touch a boa snake..i want to smell the great bangoose's feet..i want to sing songs with a flamingo..i want to taste the insides of a wild mango..i want to cry with a grieving family..i want to jump off the eifel tower..i want to fight for my life..i want to drink from the purest river..i want to kiss Fezz from That 70's Show..i want to ride an elephant..i want to wear jewels in my hair..i want to smell like a million bucks..i want to run from someone chasing me..i want to feel alive again..

could i be suffering from a mid life crisis?

i know that life is short..i don't want to wake up one day and realize that i haven't done anything amazing..i want to know that i have been impacted by life and that people have been impacted by me..that lives are richer when i walked in...

how is it that i am not satisfied with all that i have??

i am constantly searching for ultimate happiness..

and then what? when i find it, what will i do next??

i will never be satisfied..i will never be truly happy..

i have to stop, take a breath and enjoy what i have now..

and that is what i will do..

yes. that is what i will do.

bad java

2007-10-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

i lost my temper today..

lost it on poor blur aaron..

we were both very sleepy and i was trying to explain something to him but he couldn't get it..

i explained 3 times and still he couldn't understand..

i am getting too cheong hei for my own good.. :(

then according to him, i snapped and told him that he's not doing anything also, why keep on clicking the mouse?!!?? *EXPLODE!*

sorry baby..blame it on PMS..blame everything on PMS ok? i love u..

WHY DO GIRLS GET ALL THE MESSY STUFF?

guys should get pregnant and have periods so they would know NOT to mess with a girl when she's hormonal..

and quit calling us sensitive! if we're not sensitive, we wouldn't be as loving or as wonderful as we are now..YOU *points to all male guavas* have to have more sensitivity for US!!

to all men who want women!

shower us with presents, hugs and kisses..never tell us that we're "over-reacting.." unless u want to be a virgin the rest of ur life..

ALWAYS tell us u love us and that u can't live without us. (even though u think u can, u know u can't really.)

wear deodorant and skip the sleeveless tight t-shirts please!

when we want to syiok sendiri and take photos of "us", just let us do it..don't complain that you don't "do photos"..

let us paint ur nails for fun occasionally..ESPECIALLY when we want to test out nail polish colours and our nails are already done.

pamper us with sweet words when we are backstabbed by mean bitches..tell us that she will grow gigantic warts and brocolli will come out of her ass..

don't compare our boobs to those owned by celebrities! will they let u touch theirs???

and last but not least,

please don't act like u can get all the babes in the world to sleep with u..it is tacky and not attractive at all, regardless of what ur male posse says..

Just in case!

2007-10-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

in case u guys thought i forgot about Steph's birthday post, i didn't.. :)

got too many photos so i'll only do it when i have the time k...

*hugs everyone*

Happy Birthday Mellow!

2007-10-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Pictures from our little celebration :

this was supposed to look like sushi but the icing wouldn't harden no matter how many times i told it to.. :(

so turned out donut shaped cakes..hehe!

Ivy and i were supposed to reach class earlier so that Caryn wouldn't see us coming in with the cake, but silly mellow overslept and we didn't have to worry after all..

she came for class at 12pm..haha!

Then we went to Tony Roma's for a birthday lunch..We had CHICKEN CLUB SALAD which is always SO SO GOOD!! Ivy lighted another candle for Caryn.. :p

2nd wish of the day.. :)

I ordered brocolli and Ivy ordered mashed potatoes..

then we shared everything as usual.. :D

The staff were so sweet..they gave Caryn a card...

SIGNED!!! She'll get a free onion loaf when she goes there again.. :D

And the manager treated us to the delicious delicious CHOCOLATE AVALANCHE!!!

hehe..Ivy lighted another candle...

3rd wish!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MELLOW!!!! *hugs!*

OH!! Ivy made her a card and we bought her a mini Anna Sui perfume too! i dunno why cannot upload.. :(

next time la.. :D

it's a downer today...

2007-10-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

i feel so sick of going to class everyday..

i think, "What is the point?"

i wake up, go to class, come home, nap, eat, do work, sleep, wake up, go to class, come home, nap, eat, do work, sleep....

i mean...why is it a cycle???

i am bored!!!

i want a change!!!

i realize that i feel this 'boredom' every once in awhile..am i the only one or are there others like me who feel bored with this routine we call life?

the only fun i have is shopping and eating out and dates on friday nights..

where is the excitement??? this is supposed to be the prime of my life!!

20 and bored..that is NOT how i pictured myself when i was young...

PLUS! now i can drive..what's stoping me from taking a map and driving off towards China???
*well, not actually China but somewhere different from here*

i want an adventure!! i want to go hunt for cicadas in the peruvian jungle!!

i want to bake banana durian shephard's pie!

i want to meet someone famous and exchange lives with them!

i want to shoot a movie! or someone..

i want to experience life!!!

someone please come and save me...

Explaining myself.

2007-10-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

i'm waiting for the file transfer from wonderful chin hou who came online to send it to me..THANK U, HOU HOU!! i'd feel so lost without Illustrator..YAY!

i was kinda in a bad mood today after Kins' class...it's not his fault, i guess..he's just trying to be helpful and to teach us what are good and bad ads...but i felt that his critique session was so long and cheong hei... :(

and then he forgot what he approved and what he didn't approve...he was also a little mean when he told Jackie that her ideas weren't funny and that she doesn't have a single funny bone in her body..Yer..

he also said that my idea was common and very normal..sigh..maybe that's what made me moody also..when he said that, i could feel my entire face turn tomato flaming pizza red! i don't know if it was obvious or not..could feel my horns coming out d, cos i was burning up so fast!

and i remember that i couldn't concentrate on what he said because i was secretly willing my face to turn back to its normal colour...felt so hot and bothered..yuck!! :(

had lunch with ivy and yy at ichiban ramen where we teased ivy for not finishing her food..told her that her future husband will have pus and peeling skin on his face..muahahaaha!! because she ordered a japanese pancake with mayo and onion skin on top... :p next time must finish ur food ok ivy? :p

at first i didn't really want to go to lunch..i felt like going home and soaking my head in something cold to bring down my bad mood...but caryn left early and i felt that i should stay and eat with them since everyone was hungry..

glad i did though.. :)

sorry for being a grumpy betty today!

Thoughts in my mind right now.

2007-10-11T01:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so unmotivated to do my work now.. :(

like i told ivy and caryn, i am a useless chipmunk at night..

i really try to do my work, i do! i even took an afternoon nap so that i would have the energy bar of life..but when i woke up, i decided to have dinner...then after dinner, watch some tv...then after that come to the computer to do work...but end up chatting about random things...and NOT DOING ANY WORK!! *shoots chipmunk outside window*

sigh..everything is right beside me..my layout pad, my 2B pencils...my brain...

but nothing is being produced!

except crappity crapulicious crap!

i can't wait for the Raya holidays!

oo!! today, when i was in college looking into the auditorium for the Shidios, Yew Chin came out..and she said that i lost even more weight!

WEEEE~!!!! HAPPINESS!!!!

but i was thinking, is that possible? everytime she saw me, she said i'd lost weight...

HOW FAT WAS I LA???

Form 3 - i remember this was my proudest photo...omgosh!

And i asked Caryn, who said that compared to first year, first term...i really did lose a lot of weight.. :)

YAY!!! but.....really...how fat WAS i??

then tonight, Malvin msged me asking me to show him our Malaysian studies video of estate life..i tried to send it to him but the file was too big so i decided to just burn it and drop it off for him...

after i burnt it, i went through the video and YEAH MAN!!!

I WAS FAT!!!!

okay..not really fat la...but OH SO PLUMPISH!!!

Form 4 - okla..not that chubby in this photo! SUCCESS!

Form 5 - just look at my mango jelly arms! This is front view ok!! IMAGINE SIDE VIEW!! *faints*

like a turkey!! i was round all over..gosh..so cute!!
but i don't want to be cute and round..i wanna be lean and hot!

Super fuggly picture of me. which u must forget about NOW!

chubby chubs!

I hate this picture because i look like an UGLY MAN!

diet day number 12...11th Oct 2007...ate a kit kat chunky bar during markers class...but it's not that fattening right? cos it's mostly wafer??

*whimpers*

YOU MUST STILL BE MY FRIEND!!

BABY, CANNOT STOP LOVING ME!!

cannot forsake me after ugly photos are revealed wan ok..so tacky!

i am a superwoman!

2007-10-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

SMELL ME!

2007-10-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

A Pink Story

Ivy, Caryn and i went for lunch at Big Boy's Taipan yesterday..and i ate a BIG BIG lunch!! Chicken topped with CHEESE AND MASHED POTATOES!! sigh so guilt-ridden now!

Then "horrible" Ivy suggested Baskin Robbins... :(

The witch in the gingerbread house shall have me for her dinner for i am fat and ready for devouring!

PEANUT BUTTER ICE CREAM IS SO HEAVENLY!!

Ivy's happy face..lol..

Gone in 60 seconds!

And then i went for dinner with Shaza, Chin Hou, JT and Jimbo at Sakae Sushi...yay! i didn't eat much there..only 2 salmon rolls and a california maki! WEE!! happy!

but then "fiendish" Jimbo treated us to Coffee Bean's chocolate frap!

SOB!!!! DIET GONE TO CLUB MED!!!

but very yummy though! *struggles with self* THANKS JIMBO!

when i came home, i was very excited because my new DELL lappie was supposed to arrive!! AND THERE IT WAS!!!!!

PINK AR!!!!

SO GORGEOUS!!!!!

CAN EAT IT!!!!!

but i won't. :p

Even found a similar pink coloured mouse to match my

GORGEOUS PINK LAPTOP!!!
RM25 only..Don't really know if that's cheap or expensive..hahaha!! but it's worth it to get a

PINK MOUSE to match my PINK LAPTOP!!!

I can't say it enough!! PINK LAPPIE!!!

*drools with happiness!*

i suddenly miss u 3 so much!

2007-10-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

Had a dream last night that we were back in Camerons..then Royce, you were playing with the bubble machine, trying to get it to work indoors...for some reason, it wouldn't turn on..but when u brought it outside, suddenly it could work...stubborn as a mule!

and u were fiddling around with it inside, while Shaz and i watched u fail and fail again..hahaha!!

JT was around somewhere but i couldn't see him..

it was so nice having us all together again...now i barely see Shaz and JT anymore...

I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH, VANILLA SELECTION!!!

i want us all back together again.. :(

Royce, when u come back, let's just the four of us go on a road trip ok? :)

Ice cream treasures

2007-10-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

SO CUTE!!!!

*i'm the bored looking penguin next to hello kitty*

*ivy's the cat and caryn's the other penguin*

i don't care, i still think it looks like a penguin..what is it actually??

Mellow, i love ur photography!!

This changed my life today.

2007-10-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Even If
Your heart is breaking
Your mind is unclear
You are tired and restless and full of fear
Come to Me-
Even if you say words you shouldn’t
You don’t do things you should
You doubt and try to change,but never think you could.
Come to Me-
Even if you thought an evil thought
You thought the thought again
You turned the thought to action and now you are bound in sin.
Come to Me-
Even if you say “But I knew better, I belong to You”
Child, I am not surprised by anything you do.
I made you in My image
I fashioned you with care

When you cried tears into your pillow, remember I was there.
I have always been and always will I be.
For even when you do those things, you still belong to me.
Even if you do these things, Oh child, don’t you see?
Even if, even if, you still can come to Me.

There is a secret place I have created where you may seek My face,
This place I have for you is called “The Father’s Warm Embrace”
And when I have held you in My arms and rocked you,
listening closely to your fears,
I will place you on My lap and wipe away your tears.
Then, I will smile.
A smile to let you know I am pleased.

For when you are hurt and when you sinned, still-
you came to Me.

So, do not draw back from Me my child,
I am Abba Father to you,
remember in My word I said -
Behold,I make all things new.
I will forgive you, heal you, restore you,I will shower you with grace.
I will never turn My back to you, but you will see my face.
On your journey home, when I see you I will run to you…..
Even if, Even if, My child, even if..just come.

2007-10-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

Happy one year ten month anniversary, you!

sometimes you say the wrong things at the wrong time.

sometimes you complain about how much time i spend getting ready.

sometimes i complain that you DON'T spend enough time getting ready.

sometimes i annoy you by being a perfectionist.

sometimes you annoy me by not being perfect.

sometimes i get so frustrated with you i want to tear out my brains and feed them to the birds.

sometimes i don't like you very much.

and sometimes you don't like me either.

but..

all the time, i LOVE your hugs, kisses and sweet words.

*because i always feel complete when i am with you*

all the time, i LOVE how amused you get when i tell u a joke.

*because you crack me up too when u fall off the bed laughing* :p

all the time, i LOVE it when you make a drink and give me the first sip.

*because it shows that u remember i am there*

all the time, i LOVE the freaky way you can move your ears.

*because my dad once said that only special people can do that*

all the time, i LOVE how much u love my dog.

*because i love my dog too*

all the time, i LOVE you driving down to see me every friday night.

*because friday nights are our nights, and we should be together* :)

all the time, i LOVE how your shoes don't match your outfit.

*because my shoes don't match my outfit either* :p

all the time, i LOVE your messy car, it's cacated air conditioning and untinted windows.

*because it is yours and you love it* :)

all the time, i LOVE you and i will never stop.

*because you told me once that we will always work things out and that you will love me forever, so i am holding you to that promise*

i love you, aaron wong.

gosh i'm such a romantic!

Goo-glee eyes

2007-10-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th birthday, Joanne Teo Tze Ern!! *and also to Hillary Duff*

you are so very special to me..and you deserved your very special day! we love you!!

as promised..here are some of the classic photos.. :p

at 8pm sharp, Aaron, Simon and i went to pick her up and when she came into the car, we told her to close her eyes all the way to the restaurant. She was very obedient..good girl!

*okay, so lame title..*

when we reached the restaurant, i couldn't find parking and i had to park SO FAR AWAY from the restaurant! *geram* Poor birthday girl had to walk so far..so i allowed her to open her eyes..we complimented each other on our dresses along the way. we are gorgeous!

my job was to lead her into the room without damaging her. *ie: tripping, falling on face and such*

*while waiting for me to bring her in, Ivy took photos!*

i made her a photo video of all our embarrasing moments together..Steph borrowed her dad's projector *SO WONDERFUL FATHER!* and the others stuck up mahjong paper on the wall to make a projector screen..*we are so creative and savvy!*

and when she came into the room, Bernard pressed play.. she kept on crying that i don't know if she saw the video properly or not..haha!

*Shaz, i got the photo video idea from YOU!* :)

* jo watching the video*

she didn't know that everyone was standing behind her and kept whispering to me,
"It's only us watching right? No one else right?"
HAHAHAA!! too bad, jo..all ur embarrassing photos are for EVERYONE to see!! :p
but u must still LOVE ME!

*jo hugging/crying on everyone*

*jo at dinner*

it was so nice having everyone there for her birthday. 3 different groups of people. the usual us, her college friends and Johanan and Yi Jiang *who don't usually join us but think that jo is very special!* :)

we had dinner, and eventhough it was a little bit awkward at first, everyone got on well together. yes, we must make new friends!

jo's friend, heryl is SUCH a gentleman!!!

EYERR! i don't know why the colour comes out like that..tried a few times already..sien!

*he's not blue in real life ok!*

then after dinner, we made her go around asking for her presents. She asked Simon first and he gave her this hint, "Stars are in the....?"

She ran to Sky.

here's where we ate..at KHK SOHO, puchong..see how the others decorated the place. SO NICE!! *proud motherly smile*

Joanne was laughing and crying throughout the entire night..

*typical jo moment*

*jo reading the notebook we made for her*

yeah, she cried again.. :p

we made her do a dare..

LOL!

then we made her close her eyes again and tried to lead her to her cake, using only verbal instructions. SO HARD OK!!

*Sky led her to the wall*

*LOVE THIS PICTURE!!* i'm such a geng photographer! beh tahan!!!

*final group photo* :)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AGAIN. JO!! I LOVE YOU!!!! very glad that everything worked out and i'm so glad u kept crying because it shows how touched u really were with our effort.. :)

plus it gave me more material for blackmail purposes.. :p

*HUGS!!!* BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!

MmMmmMmMmm...chicken teriyaki don....

2007-09-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

A lightbulb exploded in my brain!

2007-09-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

I realize that my blog is so boring! rarely with pictures and lots of complicated words about my life which u don't want to read about also right?

so decided to change way of writing..thus MORE PICTURES OF ME!!

hahahaha *people gagging everywhere*

okay, i'm kidding..more pictures of everything la..to illustrate what i feel..

starting...now! WEE!! wait la..have to get a smaller camera first.

2007-09-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH CARYN SO CUTE THESE STRAWBERRY THINGS!!!!!!!

Finally!

2007-09-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

Okay! I know what you're all thinking! Lousy louSY friend never update, promise to update, then everytime i check her blog, still no update about special birthday celebration(s)! HATE YOU SAM! I HATE YOU!

*gets out angry mob kit*

i want to say i'm SO SORRY, everyone! My excuses are:

1) I've been abducted by Ronald Mc Donald and put to work in China earning 10cents a minute and I only managed to excape 3 days ago by sneaking past the guard while he was busily distracted by a yo-yo.

2) My fingers and thumbs refused to co-operate with me. Everything i wanted to write turned to mush as soon as my fingers touched the keyboard. You wouldn't want to read "Hasd bitday fin lot hapynss lvoes all!" would you?

3) My computer could not be turned on.

Choose one of the above.

I am sincerely sorry, everyone. I was fretting with myself every day, wondering when i would be able to redeem my lost soul wondering the blogging world.

Okay..some of you would be thinking, "WHAT THE..!?! Didn't i receive a testimonial from you 3 days ago?!! DON'T LIE TO ME, SAM!! I HATE YOU STILL!!!"

Well, honestly, i DID fix my computer a few days ago. (Mum has magic hands.Everything she touches WORKS! SWEAR!) And i immediately came online to send out testimonials on Friendster to most of you. After all that excitement, i was super tired because i was in class the entire day and i wanted to go to sleep. It was already 1am and my class the next day started at 9.30am.

(Yes, Sam has an excuse for everything.Teehee!)

And then the next day, i came home and started my blog entry..THIS exact entry in fact. But something happened that night. Something unpleasant. Nothing that you should be concerned about but thanks! :)

I couldn't continue my entry. The magic moment was gone, you know? I didn't want to blog about happy things when i was feeling like crap.

So i procrastinated until today! :p

AND IT WILL BE ONE HELL OF A POST! The BEST birthday post EVER! SO GOOD that even Kenny Sia will do a feature on me! Lol..okay that will probably never happen but we can still hope :)

*kisses monitor screen*

Here goes..

On the 6th of September, *birthday eve* Caryn and Ivy took me out!! They were so sweet okay! They planned it together online and told me to wear open toed sandals and to be ready by 10am. But of course, being me, I didn't listen. I just HAD to wear my new white shoes..All my sandals don't match my dress, you see. I wanted to look good on my birthday outing cannot? :p

But i WAS ready by 10am! I am very good like that.

Caryn picked me up and drove us to Ivy's house. Amazingly, she could remember the way! *YAYYY!!! CLAP CLAP CLAP!!!* I found out later that Ivy told her specifically NOT to ask me for directions. Haha!

We changed cars at Ivy's house because only she knew the way to where we were going. I got to sit in front because i was birthday girl! YAY! Caryn generously got into the backseat with all of Ivy's stuffy animals. *hugs Caryn*

Ivy tried to confuse me and make me feel inadequate with her good sense of direction by constantly saying, "Ahah! Where are we now? You doooon't knoooow...." Lol..secretly, i really had no idea where we were but i wasn't going to admit that to her, so i pretended i knew exactly where they were taking me.

"You're going to take......THIS TURNING right?! (Just when she turned on her left signal) SEE SEE I KNOW!" I said confidently.

Five minutes of driving later, we arrived at the taman tun marketplace. The two girls kept teasing me saying that they were going to sell me off to some smelly old man. What use will he have for me, i have no idea. I can't cook, I barely clean my own room and I failed in sewing class. If he expects me to bathe him, he can go bathe himself! I don't want to touch your old wobbly bits, thank you!

Hehe! So evil!

i can imagine my parents reading my blog and going, "Then next time when we're old, how?? You won't take care of us?? Ungrateful daughter! Don't want to give you new laptop already!"

:p I LOVE YOU MUMMY AND DADDY!! i promise i will take care of youuu!!

Okay..shouldn't terpesong..Back to the birthday outing!

Ivy led the both of us to a hair salon and i was thinking, "Huh?! I already did my hair wor..What are you going to do, give me curly hair?!" *panic panic..but secretly pleased also*

When i stepped inside, Ivy announced :

"HERE SAM!! FREE MANI AND PADI ON US!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"

AwWwWwwwWWWWwwwww...!!!!!

My first manicure and pedicure......and i forgot to shave my legs........

*AHH!! HORROR!!* all the little sticky out hairs poking the poor pedicurist as she cleansed, massaged and exfoliated my hairy legs. so embarrased can cry!

But i didn't because i was so excited. *giggle* First time ma! So happy and kept on asking questions. Here's a picture of my happy face, sitting in the chair having my hairy legs massaged. I stole this from Caryn's blog. Wee!!

SO HAPPY!!! See because i was so stubborn and wanted to wear close toed shoes, Ivy had to buy me that slipper to wear after the pedicure. Little flowery slippers which now reside under my car seat for when i need emergency slippers. :) They are so confortable!

And then to our next destination! Bangsar village!!! I was busy cooling off my nails in front of the air con, when we arrived and i felt so jakun lor!!! FIRST time in Bangsar village you know!! GOSH!! So orangutan!!

They brought me to Alexis where Caryn pretended *or maybe she really had to go* to the toilet and she asked me to "teman" her. So i did, being the good toilet buddy that i am.

And when i came back to the table, Ivy was already bouncing up and down on the cushioned wall seat, discreetly signalling to the waiter to bring over my CAKE!!!! YAYYYY!!!!! It was the most delicious TIRAMISU cake ever!!! *Shaza, you HAVE to try this!!!*

Another happy face and delicious cake photo.

We were all being good girls so we ordered sandwiches and a salad which we three shared. So yummy and healthy! I am proud of myself. :)

The cake does not count because God is fair and will not give me extra poundage for eating birthday cake on my birthday.

*wink!*

After lunch, we did a bit of shopping for my birthday night with my high school best friends! I wanted to look gorgeous on my birthday so that when the papparazis all show up, i won't look like some old hag with flat hair.

I will look like a young hag with flat hair!

*CLAP CLAP CLAP!!*

We walked around from tiny boutique to tiny boutique. The shops there are all so CUTE!!! Cannot stand it!! Must enter all one by one!! Aiyo the decor and the people in Bangsar village are SO WONDERFUL!!! *there i go sounding jakun again, must be cool!*

yeah..shops..walked around..not bad la...*with chuin face*

lol..cannot la! I was seriously impressed!! I didn't even mind the hot sun...well, sort of..cos the shops were all air conditioned and so lovely! But i couldn't find anything to buy... :(

SO disappointed! So many lovely shops and i couldn't find anything?!?! I WANT NEW CLOTHES!! Somemore made a big fuss about having no money and going to the bank to withdraw RM200..

Oh and yes! I got my ATM card!! It is indeed a day for FIRST time experiences! Ivy and Caryn were the ones to share it with me.. :) *HUGS BOTH GIRLS*

After giving up on Bangsar Village, we drove over to Mid Valley which was only 15 minutes away..*shocked face* I didn't know that! I thought it was damn far but 15 minutes later, we were there! SO FUN!

AND I BOUGHT 3 NEW TOPS!!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!! *happy glow!* FROM DOROTHY PERKINS!!! YAYYYYY!!!!! *grows halo*

The girls were so sweet la..it was truly a birthday to remember..I LOVE YOU, CARYN AND IVY!!! THANK YOU FOR TAKING ME OUT AND LOVING ME TOO!!! :D *hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs until intestines come out!*

BIRTHDAY DAY!! 7TH OF SEPTEMBER 2007!!

At 12 midnight, i was with Aaron, Ivy (sister) and Jian Png (sister's boyfriend) We watched Black Sheep, THE STUPIDEST MOVIE EVER!!! GOSH CAN FEEL IQ DROP 2 MILLION POINTS AFTER WATCHING IT!!!

Felt so annoyed after watching it that i couldn't enjoy my midnight celebration with them.. :(

Aaron left at 12.15am after wishing me and giving me my first birthday kiss! hehe!

Jian Png left after eating a slice of cheesecake. haha!

The next day, i woke up, feeling very excited. Couldn't wait for evening to come when i could meet up with the gang for their planned dinner and surprise..i was feeling very touched because so many people cared about me and wanted to make me happy on my special day :)

SO SWEET!

At 7.30pm, Aaron came over to pick me up. I thought we would be going straightaway but he started making up stories about tummy aches and how he has sixth sense so he would know exactly when we would have to leave the house. Also, he kept fiddling with his handphone. At this point, i was very impatient already :p

Finally, at almost 8.30pm, he got a final sms and told me that we can now leave. (He said this very grandly, as if announcing a queen's presence) "We can NOW leave the house!" *trumpets blare*

He also kind of spoiled the surprise of where we would be eating because he did not know the way and had to ask me for directions. Lol. By the time we parked the car and reached the restaurant, everyone was seated and they had already ordered! -.- Never wait for guest of honour..these people..tch tch! But i guess they were all pretty hungry already :)

I started hugging everyone around the table. So happy to see them all because the last time we got together was a month ago. AND YI JIANG WAS THERE!!!!! SUPER LONG since i last saw him (when we took our SPM RESULTS AR!!) He still looks the same. Haha!

We ate at San Francisco Pizza, Taipan. Here's a group picture of us all :D

Yi Jiang is the guy doing the peace sign. Cute, Royce? :p

Everyone encouraged me to order the most expensive "chuin" dish there because i wouldn't have to pay for it. Lol! I was tempted BUT because i'm such a nice person, I ordered an ordinary dish. But now think back, Aiyo! Should have ordered that rack of lamb dish! :p

What?!! I would have shared it out!! i would!!

u know i would..

:p

After dinner, the girls started cam whoring. No change there. Hehe! Every birthday, cameras would be working very hard.

And then Steph said she had to leave because her parents didn't want her to drive home alone so late since her tire exploded a few nights ago and she still haven't had it changed.

Foong Vern also said she had to go because she had early class in the morning. And Simon would be fetching her back, so he couldn't stay either.

double :(

THEN! Geri ALSO said she had to go....clubbing...

TRIPLE QUADRUPLE :(((((

to tell the truth, i knew that the birthday wasn't really over...but i did not dare to hope too much because they were all so CONVINCING!!!

so oklor..hug everyone goodbye. Steph suggested that we all go hang out at Joanne's house instead of going home. Everyone agreed and i was thinking, "HAR!! Sure got something wan...HEHEHE!!!!!"

*Poor Wuen Li was sick. She was having the three musketeers, flu, cough and runny nose syndrome. But she was so sweet to come anyway. I LOVE YOU, WUEN LI!* :)))

Joanne followed me and Aaron because she said no one else wanted to give her a ride. Lol. When we got into the car, i started thanking her and telling her how much i love her, acting all lesbian and happy nappy pappy!

then she said, "Now you're gonna love me even more!" AND PUT TWO ROUND PAPERS OVER MY EYES! *make up all gone onto the paper..you could see the shape of my sepet eyes on it, really!* Then she kept her hands there and started giggling. She did not trust me when i told her i won't peep. *more giggles*

Then she pretended to have a conversation with me all the while using facial sign language to give Aaron directions to our next destination. Lol! I could tell because I felt a lot of movement coming from behind me. I giggled a little too.

*Very excited already*

Like Ivy and Caryn, they refused to answer any of my questions about where we were going and kept trying to confuse me. Aaron drove horrible senget all the way to throw me off the scent. What can i do, my directions so super mario geng! *grumble*

A few short turns later, we arrived at Joanne's house! Hehe! I could tell because Aaron did not make a U-turn at my school. Instead he turned into USJ13! SEE! My directions super mario geng or not?! wahaha!!

*This time is peeing in my pants excitement ok!*

SOMEMORE they made me wait in the car!!!! I cannot tahan already want to jump out and yell "SURPRISE!!" myself! Joanne made me promise to behave myself and keep my eyes closed. I didn't want to spoil my own surprise, so i did what i was told :)

But honestly, I was SO TEMPTED to open my eyes lor! I felt thirsty also, so i rummaged around in Aaron's car (cos his car always got water around somewhere wan) and took a sip. But i felt like i was being watched, so i acted like it was perfectly normal for me to drink water while blindfolded :p

After around 5 minutes *which to me felt like hours cos i was brimming over with hysteria and pee*, Joanne finally came to get me out of the car. WEEEEE!!!!

She led me into her house slowly. She was SO CUTE!! "Sam, walk here..slowly..nooo..there is nothing in your way...come....wait! don't walk there!! Erm...slowly....*she used her body to block me from bumping into her car* okay...STOP! OPEN YOUR EYES!!"

*heart pounding super fast now!*

I opened my eyes.

And standing in front of me was Ivy and Jian Png holding my favourite Opera Cake!!!!! Awww!! I totally embarrassed myself because I let out a laugh through my nose and accidentally blew out one of the candles!!! Pai seh or not?!! Haven't make wish already one candle gone! >.<

But brilliant Png re-lighted it by pushing it against the other candle and i could make my wish again! YAY!

But before i could blow out the candles, I had to close my eyes once again while they opened the door and let me into the house for my 2ND SURPRISE! AAAAAAA!!!!

Joanne led me in again :)

"Okay..this way, Sam..wait...wait there ya...don't open!! okay........*walks away* DON'T OPEN!!! *lights turn on* okay...now OPEN!!!!!"

AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! Everyone was there!!!!!! Clubbing! Early Class! Tire Punctured! Kononnya!!! (Well, Steph's tire really blew out la but she didn't have to go back so early) And they were HOLDING BALLOONS AND A BIG BANNER THAT SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM WITH HANDPRINTS AND MESSAGES ALL OVER!!!!

*tear*

I was SO TOUCHED UNTIL CAN CRY!!!

well..i cry all the time so this was nothing new to them.. :p

And i remember that when i opened my eyes and saw everyone, I started screaming AAAAA!! and jumping up and down, one leg at a time..now think back, must have looked so silly! >.<

See the big bear behind? That's my BIRTHDAY BEAR!!! From everyone!!! And those balloons that Foong Vern is holding? She blew them up herself!! So got saliva and DNA all!! I love love love it!!

Gosh but banner cannot see..Nevermind, u'll see it soon.. ;)

I did not see Steph at first because she was hiding. And so was Aaron. Awwww...

While we were posing for the above photo, Steph slowly walked out and presented me with the BIG BEAR!!! and i screamed AAAAAA! and jumped up and down again, one leg at a time.

SO FUN!!

"AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! Eh! Where's Aaron? BIG BEAR!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs bear tight never to let go again*"

And then Aaron came out from the kitchen and gave me a hug! :) He was holding purple flowers and a small box.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! *hugs him excitedly!*

is that what i think it is?? A small box!!! That says "Lazo Diamonds" on the cover. A RING?!!

It IS A RING!!!!!!!!! *kiss!!!*

Geri kept asking us to kiss so that she could get a perfect photo of us. We had to do it again and again until she was satisfied. Lol! Thank you, GERI!!!! I love this photo!!!! I photoshopped the colour a little bit..HEHE! :p

YAYYYYY!!!! I LOVE ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!!!!!! It was SO SO SO AMAZING!!!!

I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS BIRTHDAY EVER!! :D

Later, i found out that they were planning everything through email. SO CUTE LOR!! They used CC and BCC all...SO CUTE!!!

Everyone was there except for Lek Ho and Ke Vin, who were busy with some last minute plan they couldn't get out of. But they both wished me on the phone, which was sweet too! :)

Thinking back on this makes me feel like jumping up and down, one leg at a time and shouting AAAAAAAA! all over again! :p

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! MUAX!!!!!

Now time for presents!!!

This is from mum, dad and ivy. Mummy woke up especially early to pass it to me. I had morning breath at the time and couldn't kiss her properly. :p It is a gold bracelet which is SO GOOD for my skin tone!!! Never will i drop this down a toilet bowl!! I will dive down and get it back if i do!

My pedicure!!

And Manicure!!!!! French manicure is so cute!! Looks like my actual nails, but HEALTY!!! :p

I was so addicted to French Manicures that i went out and bought my own set of colours! Now i can French! Everyone can French!

Here's my BIG BIRTHDAY BEAR!!!! SO CUDDLY!!! Every night before i sleep, i would hug it and it feels just like i'm being hugged back! I couldn't ask for a better present from you, guys!! :D

And here's my ring!!!! IT IS A RING!!!! :D I love it, baby!! I have been wearing it everyday since I got it and it is also NOT going to fall into the toilet!

More pictures of my ring! :p It is a little small for my left hand but just nice for my right hand! :) Got little diamond also. Very small but it's there! Tra la la! :p

This is what Aaron's sister got for me! And I LOVE THE SCENT!!!! It's called "Love De Toi" by Morgan. And she said that it suits my personality! :D SO HAPPY!!! Therefore,i am flowery and sweet!

And Aaron's Auntie Mary got me this pendant. She said that instead of wearing my own letter, I should wear his instead to show that i belong to him. Awww..He should wear an S around his neck from now on!

Ivy and Png got me these sunglasses. Yeah, i know she already shared in with the bracelet, but sisters love each other extra extra much and want to give plenty of gifts wan. Hahaha!

*but i broke it a few days later SO SAD!!! I was trying it on and the side broke off! I cried in the car trying to fix it back with super glue but it wouldn't hold! :( I am SO SORRY, BI!! I will use hot melt glue gun!*

See my birthday bear so yeng wearing sunglasses somemore!

Shaza gave me this box of chocolates that are SO ADORABLE!!!!!! I really don't dare to eat them cos they are SO UNEATABLE!!!

SEE!

SO CUTE RIGHT!! *Now left two only..haha! They were so delicious, i couldn't tahan! :p*

My birthday balloon!! Joanne and Steph went all the way to Ikano/The Curve to get it for me! :D Purple!!! My new favourite colour!! It's bobbing around in my room now. The first night, it scared me when i woke up to go pee. Suddenly see something moving at the end of your bed, not scared ar?!

I'm keeping all of Foong Vern's DNA Balloons as well! Waiting for them to deflate so i can keep them in my memory box! Now my room got rubber smell.

And the BEST GIFT OF ALL?!!!?

TADDDAAAAHHHHH!!!! MY BIRTHDAY BANNER!!!!!!! With everyone's handprint on it and a birthday message! I love this SO MUCH because everyone worked together to make it for me! :D Every handprint, letter and message has a story behind it. They asked me, if i were to choose between my birthday bear and the banner to save, which would i choose? I said, "The banner!!" Then Geri offered to keep my bear for me. :p

This birthday was honestly the BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! You know sometimes when you are so happy that you feel you can die and wouldn't regret anything? :) i am THAT happy! But i don't want to die. :P

There! Finally this post if finished! It took me 3 hours to write and arrange so you better enjoy reading it! *Hugs to everyone!!*

Royce, i am still waiting for your present! No penis candy for me! :P

William, my cake!! For every day you are late, you owe me one slice! It's the 14th now, so you owe me 7 slices of cake! Almost half a kg already! HURRY UP!! :p

I am better now, thanks y'all!

2007-09-03T12:53:00.000+08:00

Wee!! SO happy just to be able to walk around the house without that horrible pain..happy to be able to DRIVE again! Yer! Felt so hopeless lying around moaning at everyone and everything...

*mumbles* stupid coffee table unable to feel any pain....stupid fly buzzing around me making it look like i smell bad...stupid remote control not having any batteries and making me have to get my groaning butt off the chair to find a replacement....stupid stupid me nearly breaking my hand trying to open the battery drawer with Yoda's force...stupid cd for falling down under the couch!..stupid milk for making me PUKE!..stupid curry chicken that i CANNOT EAT! stupid stupid stupid........*the list goes on*

i have decided that being a perfectionist isn't a good thing when it comes to certain issues...it can annoy people who AREN'T perfectionists...because they don't understand why something has to be done MY way...

i'm stubborn..i am...

i was born stubborn...

when the doctor pulled my screaming head out of my mom, i was already stubbornly trying to get back into the warmth..

tee hee...funny image coming into my head...

FOR MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!

i shall be more cincai about things..NOT MY WORK though...more of the housework and stuff...i HATE crumbs on the floor!! and everytime i see a crumb, i would blow through the roof and land on the moon! and when i SEE people dropping crumbs, oh..there's no telling what i would do to them if there wasn't a law stating thou shalt not hurt thy neighbours if they decide to throw tiny pieces of food onto thy flooreth..

i have a vision of myself in future, living with a mini battery operated vacumn cleaner attached to my designer handbag..super chic no?

well, crumbs or no crumbs, i would be more lenient to it from now on! VOW!

let there be crumbs!!

oh! i just heard a sound outside my room...

*goes outside to check*

YER! SO CREEPY LOR!! everytime i hear strange sounds when there's nobody home, i imagine a tall, thin man wearing a pinstripe suit with a lollipop in his right pocket, holding a big parang dripping with blood in one hand and a severed head in the other. like this.

turns out there are no serial killers nowadays who wear pinstripe suits anymore...i know because i Googled it.

i am smart, you see :)

i finally watched IT..the Stephen King clown/monster/giant spider murderer..

This cover is a fake one because i can't find the real cover anywhere!

i don't know what the big hoo ha is all about..i guess at that time of the century, it was considered a big time horror film..but times have changed and when i watched it yesterday, i found it so silly! not scary at all lor! the ending also so potong steam...one moment it is so powerful, the next, as meek as a baby after it has been fed and watered..

but i'm glad i have finally caught up with the world and saw IT..cool make up though...doesn't wash off when it rains wan... :P

sufferiiiiing...

2007-08-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

food poisoning..that's what i've got right now...sien.. :(

poor ivy and caryn kena ffk by me last night at the bbq..really sorry, guys..luckily u sent me home, ivy..cos i kept vomitting last night after i came home...too weak to do anything else but vomit, slump on floor, then vomit again...sigh..

so suffering!! i felt like sleeping, but couldn't sleep cos it was too painful..literally couldn't do ANYTHING...i didn't even have mood to watch ANTM..*gasp!* sitting up was painful, lying down was worse, walking around felt a little better but i was too weak to do that....i felt so helpless lor! like there was nothing i could do to make the pain go away...

hate food poisoning! vow never to get it ever again! u really feel like popping sleeping pills till u knock out cold...

ps : still haven't won any money from Fly.Fm... :(

I need money...bad!

2007-08-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

i've been following the Film Fiasco?/Fiesta? competition on Fly.Fm hoping that i would be able to get some money..sounds easy enough..The djs act out a few lines from a movie, and u guess what movie it's from...to win 500bucks!! and if no one guesses the answer, the money snowballs to the next day..RM1000!!! then if no one guesses then either, it snowballs to ONE THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED LOVELY CASH COW!! i really want the money.....*drool*

not that i'm going to use the money on myself ok! well..maybe a little..but definitely not all..i'd love to be able to give my friends a treat on my upcoming birthday..yes, i'm a saint!

recently, i've been spending lots of my time with aaron at his house..i'm feeling more comfortable with his family now and i'm glad to report that i can now walk up to the fridge and get myself something to eat..as opposed to last time, when i had to be waited on hand and foot by him..hehe! i was too shy to take food from them...so i only drank when offered, ate when forced..so cham...but the bright side was that he had to take care of me! YAY!

blogging without pictures isn't much fun...lol..

i'll be going to caryn's boyfriend's farewell bbq tonight..WEEE!! can't wait!!

ps : i left my hp at aaron's house..argh! u are never truly lost until u are without your handphone.. :(

Bye Bye F.O.S slippars!

2007-08-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hello NEW SHOES!! YAY!!

I bought these at Blook yesterday..Mum paid..lol..thank u, mummy! =D

They were RM59 but there was a Merdeka rebate of RM5 for every RM50 purchased..so we only had to pay RM54..

and they're WEDGES!!!!! so CUTE!!

Here's what Ruffles thinks of them..

Hmph! Jealous..

greetings fellow zombies

2007-08-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

will be blogging soon...*melts off chair*

Happy Birthday, Foong Vern.. :)

2007-08-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

For Foong Vern's birthday this year..we went to 1 Utama for a movie and dinner..I wrote about that previously..well, we thought that wasn't special enough for her...so we planned a surprise ambush at her house..tee hee!!

everyone met up at her house at 8.30pm..we parked our cars far away and hid our shoes..her dog was good..so we let her in on the surprise plan..

Simon took her out for dinner and gave us time to prepare our special doughnut cake..YAY! and then we went up to her room to wait for her to come home...her brother was to signal us when she reached home..

then Simon called to say they were going to be late because SOMEONE was eating too slowly...lol..

so we waited somemore...and while we waited, we snapped each other..=P

Ke Vin and Lek Ho showing their inner female personalities..=P

Then suddenly, a quiet knock on the door..

Everyone jumped up and tried to hide behind the cupboard..i tripped over the camera bag and Geri squashed herself into a ball..

*footsteps* anticipation.....!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! *camera flashes*

*laughter erupts throughout the room*

and then...

*sobbing sounds*

-.-

hehehe..FV was so touched she started crying..not the reaction we expected..but can also la..=P

Then Simon came up the stairs with a smirk on his face..

"Surprise leh...nice or not?!"

"SCARE ME AR!!!!"

"nye heh heh..nvm..come i sayang..."
*starts peeling off shoulder strap*

*more laughter*

AwWwWWWWwwww....=')

Have a doughnut!

Happy birthday Foong Vern!

So lucky, her mom bought her another cake as well..Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe..that's when i yelled out i loved her..=P

After that, we went to Naili's for yam cha and we took more photos..

but i'm not posting them up cos there are too many..lol..

*hugs to my best friend!* I LOVE YOU!! HAPPY 20TH!!! =D

the past 3 days..

2007-07-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

Diet update : I have been good most of the time, but so many things happened this week so i binged ate lots of sweets..so ashamed..oh, and Royce left for Melbourne already..his family held a bon voyage dinner for him at Tropicana club and there was a BUFFET!!!! i was in heaven..hehe..so much food, so little time..

current weight : 50kg

goal weight : 48kg *because that's when chris will buy me starbucks coffee to celebrate!YAY!*

To Royce,

When u first walked into the auditorium for Orientation day, i was skeptical of getting to know u..haha..i thought u were a gangster tai lou..honestly!! but when u opened ur mouth, i knew...aiya..cannot be wan la...and that's when we became friends..=)

it still surprises me how quickly u fit in with our group..and with me..suddenly, u were like the best friend, the mother, the father and the glue of our little group of Aphrodites Ice Cream..when u told me u were leaving, my world came crashing down..i did not know how to react..i wanted to get as far away from u as possible because i didn't want to suddenly have to be without u..

i guess i was afraid of what would happen to us all here when u leave..it was always fun being in shidio and then u came in..suddenly we were all doing MORE things..like going to Maison's and shopping at Sg Wang...places i've never been before...i was scared that when u leave, i wouldn't get to do any of those things anymore..though i have a car, i still don't know my way around KL..haha..we need our navigator!

but now, i realize that we can still visit each other..and that will make our friendship more precious..i'm really going to miss u, Royce..we all are...*big hugs to u!* good luck to ur new life in Melbourne!! =D

okay..now for other topics..last night, we went to celebrate Foong Vern and Aaron's birthday...we went to 1 Utama for dinner and a movie...original plan was to eat at the newly opened Carl's Junior..i remembered the chicken wings there were TO DIE FOR!! but when we stepped in and saw the prices, we quickly stepped out again..>.<

RM20 for a burger?! that was the cheapest somemore..i guess their burgers must be reaaaaally good..=) but we were all stretched for money and so we ended up at Genki Sushi instead..didn't really have time to eat much..the movie was about to start in 30 minutes..

poor steph and bern came late because of the jam...and she couldn't stay for the movie either...=( so we only had 30 minutes to spend with them...aiyo..they drove all the way to 1U for 30 minutes with the Rush and the Rushie.

after a quick dinner, we all ran for the cinema..lol! wuen li's shoes were hurting her, so i changed my slippers with her..poor girl..painful blisters everywhere..

sorry for the lack of photos..i thought of bringing my SLR there, but will look kinda weird lor...lugging around the bag..i brought my dinky little camera..but it's not very good...and all pictures came out shaky or too bright..

we watched The Simpsons...and it was SO FUNNY!!!!!! i laughed so much at every part! Their jokes are so Simpsons lor...quite lame also, which William will enjoy..hehe! =P the movie lasted 1 hour and 30 minutes..or around there...but every part was laugh out loud funny..

i especially loved when Bart skated through town naked..=P

and the boob lady! HAHAHAHAHA!!

actually, the movie is great! i'm definitely going to buy it and watch it again!! =D

erm..on a more somber note, there was a little tension between Aaron and i last night...i guess for those who were there, will suddenly sit up and read more tentatively..=P *hugs u all* Thank u for waiting for us while we went off...i really appreciate it..and i'm sorry for just walking off like that..let me explain..

Aaron and i had some minor problems already since Genki Sushi..and then we did not talk about it..we just let it brew up inside us until we reached Murni's..

i wanted to wait for Fv and Simon at the side of the road, and so i turned in a little bit to park on the grass outside a house...i did not realize there was a big hole in the ground but Aaron did and he shouted out, "BIG HOLE!!!" but it was too late, my whole car jerked and my tire went into the hole...but luckily, we didn't get stuck..i moved my car out of the hole and went "CRASH!" into another one! "AIYO! BABY LOOK WHERE YOU'RE DRIVING LAA!!!"

what kind of person digs potholes outside their house!??!?! somemore covered in grass!!!! how to see wor!??!?! so mean..

then i sort of burst into tears...and he hugged me and said he was sorry..then i said i was sorry too..but before we could talk and settle the problem, Fv and Simon arrived behind us so we had to continue driving to Murni's..

then when we reached there, we couldn't find parking and my frustration grew...Aaron kept quiet most of the time...haha..smart..and he kept hold of my hand...which was nice..=)

finally found parking at the other end of the road..we were both pretty hungry by then...went to Murni's and ordered our food..

i wanted an "I love you" drink, so i asked the guy, "Could i have the "I Love You" drink please?" and he went, "HAR?"

i was intimidated and i stammered out, "I love you.."

heh..dunno if that was his trick to get girls to tell him they love him...haha..

then erm, because our conflict wasn't resolved, so we continued brewing all through supper...and then something happened..he asked me something and i got angry with him...and i turned away and kept quiet..Aaron said quietly, "You can't always get angry with me for little things, you know..." and i teared up again...i didn't want to be one of those girlfriends who always get angry about petty things...=(

i answered him, "i don't want to get angry either but i can't help it right now.." then i looked up and saw Jian Png looking at me...

gosh..another tear plopped out...and then another and another and another.....

i had to get out of there or the dam will break..so i got up and walked off..

another embarrassing moment! i had to walk through hoards of people to get away...and i could hear their conversations slowing down as they looked at this poor girl crying her eyes out and tripping all over the uneven tiles...>.<

Aaron followed me...of course he would..and we talked about it...we settled the problem there beside a parked car...took around 15 to 20 minutes? or was it more? and then we walked back to see that FV and Simon had already left..and the others paid the bill already...felt bad that they had to wait for us...Jo told me about something Kevin said to Simon...and that touched me...

i won't say what it is..but it really touched me...*hugs to kevin* =)

i'm glad things are ok between us again..

now everything is ok again..=) yay! such a drama day lor..i think i lost weight..=P

here are some pictures from my camera..i'll get the rest from the others soon..

Aaron putting on his shoes in his new jeans! =D

At Murni's

Foong Vern and Simon =)

Tee hee!! this photo was in my camera and i did not realize...so i'm posting it up!! muahahaha!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHE!! =D

There are few i get so angry with..

2007-07-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am extremely angry right now that i cannot even type without hitting the keys extra hard and extra loud. If i were a monkey in the zoo, i would have eaten all other monkeys by now. yes. I am that angry.

i don't get this angry very often. mainly because it is not in my nature to be like a raving mad person. but right now, at this very moment, i am one.

he was my friend since we were in standard 3 and we've shared everything from fried chicken to colour pencils to bills to emotions. i thought we would be friends forever. but as he grew older, he became more self absorbed and thought more of himself and what would benefit him.

he never contributed anything to our friendship. i am trying very hard right now to think of something he had done for me. and nothing comes to mind. maybe i am so angry, my brain isn't working as kindly as it always does. i can think of NOTHING. zip. blank.

everytime we had a heart to heart, it was always about HIS problems. when i talked about my own, he'd nod and then change the subject back to himself. everytime we were to go out, he wouldn't offer to drive. I would. everytime i told him to stop smoking, he never did. he wanted so badly to fit in with the "cool" crowd.

thinking back again, he never helped plan anyone's birthday party. NOT ONE!! always with the excuse that he doesn't have the time. I have no time either, asshole! and yet i still do it, don't it?! it does not take that long to contribute to a friendship.

for his birthday, i found out that he was upset because no one in his NEW college hip group planned anything for him. even his st. john's group did not plan anything. he complained to me online and i tried to make him feel better. i vowed to myself that i would plan him a wonderful birthday party. a special one. something we've never done before but we can still do on our budget.

and i did. we went out for dinner, everyone in a group. i lugged around my enormous SLR to take photos of his special day. then we went for ice cream and i paid for his. i tried to make it as special as i could. and i really thought he would appreciate that.

now, u should know one thing about him. when he's happy about something, he'll post it up on Friendster. that's just who he is. every outing in the past, he's posted up pictures all over his friendster profile. and it wouldn't surprise you to know that the next day, i sent him most of the photos we took on his birthday.

he received them graciously. saying thank you and all that. but a few days later, i went to his profile to check which photos he had chosen to showcase, there were none. i thought maybe he was busy and did not have the time to resize and upload new photos.

so i waited.

and waited.

and waited.

nothing.

i left him a testimonial joking with him about the lack of photos. wasn't he happy with our little celebration?

no reply. no photos.

ASS.

now, you may think that that is a stupid problem to get angry about. but he had posted up photos of his new friends at college giving him a birthday cake in a trendy bar. yes. his cool new hipper friends.

suddenly, i felt like an old dish rag with holes all over. i wasn't good enough anymore. we weren't good enough. so toss me lor. toss away!

JERK!

and now. i asked him if he was free on saturday to celebrate two other friends' birthday. his reply?

sorry la..i'm not free..haha..

JERK SUPER JERK WITH BEEF IN YOUR PANTS!!

i hate!!! how can u act so obnoxious!?!?!? at least explain why u can't make it!!!!! don't sound so bloody happy about not being able to make it!!! you know these people!!! they came to ur birthday!! they paid for your dinner!!!!! we've all been hanging out together since form 4!!!!!!don't they matter anymore!??!!!

that was what raced through my mind when i saw what he replied. i asked him politely,

what do u have to do?

he didn't reply me. letting me think that he has other more exclusive plans with his other more exclusive friends.

as i was thinking out ways to murder him without leaving any clues behind, he replied me.

i've got a wedding dinner. relative. close one somemore, dear.

DEAR!?!! DON'T U DEAR ME!!!!! ACTING LIKE U CARE ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS?!!! I AM NOT FOOLED!!!

that's when i burst. i don't remember what i wrote to him but there were the words, "obnoxious", "stupid", "selfish", "whatever" and "bye".

pretty tame considering those were the worst things i said to him. i wasn't as riled up then.

i really can't stand people who don't contribute to the friendship.

NO, YOU WEREN'T THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SO DOWN IN MY LIFE. NO, YOU NEVER ONCE ASKED ME HOW I WAS. NO, YOU DID NOT HAVE A HAND IN PLANNING MY SURPRISE PARTY LAST YEAR. NO, YOU DON'T REALLY CARE ENOUGH TO TALK TO ME WHEN I AM ANGRY. NO, YOU DID NOT APOLOGIZE.

he told a friend that he was scared to talk to me. bullshit!

Be a man and apologize for your selfish lead role! right now, i can't stand you. so it's a good thing you won't be coming to the gathering on saturday!

*sorry to be emo..i had to let it out..i broke a nail while typing*

200 Pound Beauty

2007-07-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

I've decided that i want to lose weight, change my hair and clear up my zits! And i'm making it public to give me more motivation. Everytime i try a new diet, i end up losing a little bit of weight..then pilling it back on the next week..it's hopeless!!

THE POUNDS MUST STAY OFF!!

i'm gonna start by eating only vegetables and fruits...and exercising lots..and drinking hot water with slices of lemon..we'll see how that works..

so wish me luck! and see u next week with an update!

Mouth Watering Porridge

2007-07-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

To be honest, i never really liked porridge much..because it's not a proper meal to me..lol..but i changed my mind after i tried the porridge at the little restaurant in Taipan..the one next to Leo's...it's called Sea Emperor...

aiyo..eat their porridge there can cry wan!!

cos it's SO GOOD!!! especially the Pork with Century Egg porridge..just thinking about it also my saliva come out..gosh..wonderful!!

i always save the century egg for last..SO DELICIOUS!!

and it's not expensive also..which is good for me who is so broke right now...money all fly out my pocket, dunno go where...it's only RM5.90 for a regular bowl of porridge...and this bowl isn't small ok..it's like the big bowl they serve the singapore laksa in Secret Recipe..so worth it..

and the Seafood Porridge (RM9.50) is heaven, i tell u..!! the prawns all big big wan...so juicy..*gosh..saliva coming out again*

somemore got CrabMeat Porridge (RM9.50) and Beef Porridge (RM9.50)...*which is in my picture above*

and they serve other food too if u don't really fancy poridge...which u will change ur mind after u try it..they have Fried Beef/Seafood Noodles (RM8.90)...EXACTLY like the one in KL, backside road there...YEAH!! my dad ordered that the last time we were there and he said the cook must be the Fei Lou's brother or something..hahaha..

i also like the Fish Head mee hoon (RM8.90) with real fish head..

and their drinks are like so affordable!!

all kinds of fruit juices are sold at a standard RM3.50..the most expensive drink they sell is Beer (RM9) everything else is less than RM3...

i really didn't expect so much from this shop, to be honest, because it looks like a family oriented restaurant from the outside...but the food is WOW! and my parents asked the owner about its image, and he said that the previous owner wanted it like that...he was just the cook at first...and then he BOUGHT OVER THE SHOP! geng..so ambitious!!

i think eating there is better than eating at a smelly hawker stall...Sea Emperor has air con and good service (they're always smiling wan..such happy people =P)

if u haven't been there before, go try it out..u won't be disappointed! =D

Weird dream

2007-07-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

gosh..had the weirdest, weirdest dream last night and hands very itchy, MUST BLOG IT OUT!!

okay..the dream started out with me in my class, AD058-1..and i was sitting there minding my own business, not paying attention to Khai Koon who was teaching in front...and behind me was Jackie and someone else...next to me was Sam Leong...and we were supposed to be discussing our presentation for next week...

yeah..so i turned around to talk to Jackie...and she just FELL ASLEEP ON THE TABLE WHEN I WAS TALKING TO HER!!! Yer!! So horrible!! I was talking u know!! SOMEMORE, she didn't fall asleep slowly...like suddenly THUNK! onto the table and started snoring...what!!

i went "BANG BANG!!" and tried to wake her up...

*you'll know what "Bang Bang" is if u watched Hot Fuzz* :)

and she WOULDN'T WAKE UP! so annoying..just continued snoring there...and everyone around me also like don't really care about her...they just let her sleep...they said, "She's very tired la..last night was making dumplings for her children to eat"

???!? WAHAHAHAHAA!!!

so weird! and that wasn't the weirdest part...Sam Leong suddenly started teasing me about this new guy in the class...For some reason, his name was Mat...*i swear!!!* MAT DOESN'T EXIST IN REAL LIFE YA...and he's really cute! *in the dream* Sam was saying to me how he likes me and how he wants to be my friend and how he wrote my name over and over again in his book...

so, i turned around to look at Mat...and he gave me this really really cute smile see can die happy wan..and Sam got really excited and started.....JABBING MY HEAD!!!! AIYO!!!!

"SEE! HE'S SMILING AT YOU!!! *jab jab jab* SMILE BACK!!! *jab* FASTER SMILE!!! *jab jab jab*"

Sei lor...my dignity all fly out the window??? Kena jab kau kau by Sam... >.<

i was so embarrased that i ran out of class...i pushed past everyone, even Mat, who was looking very amused about the whole situation...and i went outside to...

A HUGE QUEUE OF PEOPLE! YES! i don't know what they were queueing for...but they all looked agitated and dull..

they stared at me for awhile and i let them stare...

what!? never see girl before isit?? i was feeling kinda annoyed at this moment...felt like whacking the next person i saw...

then James walked past me...a HUNDRED POUNDS heavier!!! WEARING A NEON PINK SHIRT!!!! waddling about happily...gosh...don't know why i dreamt that.....get it out!! get it out!!

and then William and Shawn ran up behind James, and William jumped onto him and the three of them walked off...

CHANGE SCENE!

from that queue, i was rudely jerked to another place...a supermarket...and Shaza was standing in front of me, with stars in her eyes...literally.

She had these patterns on her eyeballs...stars and groovy shapes...quite scary..but i was so mesmerized and i wanted to follow her everywhere....she said they were a gift from the witch doctor...to hypnotize animals....

hahaha...okay....

then Royce came up to me and he started promoting his blog ferociously...he said his blog has all kinds of free stuff...if u clicked on Royce's blog u'll immediately have big feet and smelly underarms..."which is really what everyone needs, if u really think about it!" he urged me...

and it made sense...a computer appeared in front of us and i went "Click!" and BOOMSHAKALAKABOOM!! i had HUUUUGE FEET and extremely smelly armpits...

so did Shaza...hahahaha...YES SHAZ!! U GOT THEM TOO!!

and the dream ended with Royce clapping and laughing happily while jiggling up and down...

i woke up feeling very dislodged from reality...i'll never eat pasta before bed again...

Caryn tagged me..ouch

2007-07-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS :

a) Yellow the statements that are true to you.
b) Red the statements that you WISH are true.
c) Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 3 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana. Haha..just kidding..
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. but only sometimes...
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. FINGERNAILS!
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends. :)
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don’t hate anyone.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer. YES I AM!
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.. Yay!
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. tee hee!
46) I’m not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. gosh..
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. Now you know..I'M A HORRIBLE FRIEND! SOBBBB!!
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can’t stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. i KNOW what it is..
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex. OoOo!!
100) I love being happy.

Now, i shall stab

ROYCE *because i want to*
SHAZA *because it's time u updated ur blog*
JIMBO *because u have to write about more than movie reviews!*

2007-07-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN WUEN LI!!!

we love you!!!

so glad everything worked out..eventhough the surprise was blown 3 times..lol..

What was i thinking??!?!

2007-07-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with mom and ivy yesterday at KLCC and the first shop we walked into was ZARA..they had a sale where all T-shirts were RM39 ONLY!!!!!

okay..not all shirts la..i wish..but there was a huge pile that u could choose from that only cost RM39...i like buying from Zara cos they have cool bags..=P

ROYCE!! MEN'S SECTION GOT 50% OFF ITEMS!!!!

I bought 2 items, a white shirt with 3 buttons down the top front...

NOT dummy buttons!! buttons that can actually open...the last time i bought a shirt like that, i bought it cos it had those buttons and i thought it would be nice to pop open a button or two and wear a tube top inside...but when i got home, i realized they were dummy buttons! SO DISAPPOINTING!! cannot open wan...>.<

See..real buttons..=D YAY!

yeah..so one white top and an orange stretchy tube...

Stretchy stretchy me likey..lol..lame..

when we got home, i suddenly felt very semangat to clean out my closet...get rid of all clothes i haven't worn in at least 3 months...erm..not throwing them away but storing them in a box in case one day i might need them..

and i came across SO MANY FASHION DISASTERS!!!!!

i mean..WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!?!!

Buying AND wearing jeans like this???!!

Big foot's grandmother meh?!?

*see now also can turn tomato red..i remember every time i wore it, i felt uber cool, uber chic...oh my gosh!!*

And SOMEMORE got wear this kind of twisted front pullover thing!!!

AIyO!!! MY FAVOURITE CLOTHING SOMEMORE!!!!
Wear after 10 minutes will look like this..

*like kena rape only*
should be locked up and kept in a tower forever!!!

*the shirt and jeans...NOT me..*

*edit*
i remember we went into Marks and Spencer and i was walking around looking for some hipster jeans for my mom..YES! MOM wears hipsters now!!! so cool right! =D

and i was walking past the counter when i felt like something very painful shining at the right side of my eye...i turned to see what it was, and i saw this :

ok..bad photoshop skills but...
GOSH!! SO HORRIBLE!!!! THE COLOUR!!! THE STRETCHY PANTS!!!!! women above 40 should NOT WEAR COLOUR LIKE THIS!!! so painful to the eye...it was actually much brighter than this..neon blue i would call it...let this be a lesson to all of us yes? no stretchy neon blue pants for you!

My favourite pastime!

2007-06-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with Joanne yesterday to buy Aaron a pair of jeans..haha..he doesn't own A SINGLE PAIR of jeans believe it or not! All he wears are slacks and khakis...which is fine and all but i really do love guys in jeans..they look so casual and laid back and super cool!

Especially if they wear a loose white polo tee with it...*drool* so gorgeous like takeshi!!

Jo and i went to Pyramid because i thought that if we went somewhere nearer, i could come back early to finish up my magazine layouts for today's class...lol..but in the end, cannot wan...sure shop until beh tahan..too many things want to buy...keep walking around trying to think of ways to buy them with very little money...

ie : ask for employee discount / make friends with the shop people..

hehe..so the 1st shop we walked into to find a pair of jeans, was Padini Authentics...*because it was right opposite Vincci's where we couldn't resist entering...must learn to stick to my priorities* and Jo and i walked in acting very CHUIN...i don't know why also...and i noticed this guy following Jo around...he was working there la of course...i don't mean to make him sound like some weird pervert haggling after her...=P

and he asked her, "Can i help u, miss?"

Jo replied *with a very CHUIN face* "No..i'm just looking, thanks!"

then she ignored him and he just hovered there looking a little bit helpless...

Jo called to me, "SAM!! This pair ok ar?"

All this while, i was following behind her looking at the guy's face...he was VERY CUTE!!!!! VERY NICE EYES!!!! SOMEMORE LOOKS SO CARING AND LIKE HE CAN TIE A CHERRY WITH HIS TONGUE, that sort of thing...

*not that i would EVER cheat on Aaron beacuse i love him very very much!* but he was just so eye candy-ish!! =P

so i went up to Jo and inspected the pair of jeans...hmmm..this pair not bad...quite hip looking..doesn't look too overcrowded with that wrinkled effect also...then came the problem...

What size does Aaron wear?? I never thought to ask him before...>.<

Then the SUPER CUTE SUPER TALENTED GUY (SCSTG) came up to us again and asked us if we needed help..cos we looked so blur and lost for a while...

and i told him that i needed to buy a pair of jeans for my boyfriend...*See! I told him i have a boyfriend so i am not cheating!* and i said i don't know what size he wears...

the SCSTG said "how tall is he? is he like around my height? my size?"

then i took opportunity to stand next to him and asked Jo if he was Aaron's height..hahaha...

and she said, "Yeah..around there lor.."

then ok! settle!! we will buy according to that SCSTG's waist size...hehe..not going to tell u what size he wears...

he even took the jeans off saying it was easier for us to look at it this way!!! *off the hanger..not off himself..i wish!*

the SCSTG was so helpful...so sweet...so wonderful amazing marry poppins pancake!!

i wasn't the only one mesmerized!! Joanne was equally taken on by him..we were both trying to act cool only...lol..but failed...

since it was the 1st shop we went into, we didn't want to make a rash decision and buy the 1st pair we laid eyes on...so we told him that we'll come back later if that's the pair of jeans we settled on...then we left to walk around somemore...

after a few hours looking around, we decided that THAT was the best pair so far!! and it wasn't very expensive also after the discount...10%

we were thinking of asking that SCSTG for his staff discount...hehe! so we went back to the shop and looked for him..he immediately came up to us and said hello!! *hehehehe!!so cute!!!* then he went out with his Padini bag...

0_0

Jo and i were like, "Where is he going?? Don't tell me he went on his break?!??!"

We thought maybe he just left for awhile to go get something from the other Padini outlets...so we decided to hang around and pretend to try on clothes...wanted to wait for him to come back so we could buy from him and give him commision...

but he didn't come back!!!

=((((((((((((((((

after hanging around for 20 minutes, Jo said :

"We go walk around 1st la...then maybe he'll come back later...cos takkan he go back now..it's like in the middle of the afternoon..."

yeah hor...

so we went out and walked around...went to see Francis for awhile...=D so hardworking that guy standing all day in CK..serving rich people...hehe!

Walked around for almost an hour before going back to Padini Authentics...and...

HE WAS THERE!!!!!! STANDING NEAR THE FOLDED CLOTHES!!!!!! SO ADORABLE!!!!!

we were so terhegeh-hegeh* in front there...like kampung girls seeing a rock star...oh my gosh..so embarrassing..i never thought i'd ever act like that in public...!!! but seriously lor...we both very SS** already...

* - means drooling, not cool and completely obvious unlike sherlock holmes.

** - stands for Sangat Stim!

We waited outside there for 10 whole minutes!! or could have been more...cos we were too embarrassed to go back inside...what must the shop people been thinking?!?!?! these two weird girls walking in and out, in and out..gosh so horrible impression!!

somemore got this other guy there that probably thought that we had a crush on him or something...and guess what??! he SAW US WAITING OUTSIDE THE SHOP!!!!! DOUBLE EMBARRASSED CAN MELT INTO SHAMEFUL PUDDLE!!!

>.<

but i was determined to buy the jeans!! we HAD to buy it no matter what!! so...after 10 minutes of hegeh-hegeh-ing...we walked in...trying to look undisturbed...i think we managed to...i was so afraid that when i saw SCSTG, i would burst out laughing hysterically into his face...lol..

but it didn't happen...dunno why when we went into the shop, we both sort of sobered up and became cool babes with our swinging backside...=P

SCSTG came up to us again and we talked to him for awhile...i asked him if he would get commision if we bought from him...and he said no....and this is what i replied...

"NO AR?? Ceh!!"

-.- """"""""""

SO STUPID OK!!!! what kind of answer is that?!?! then what elsE??? i TURNED MY BACK ON HIM AND HAULED MY BACKSIDE TO THE COUNTER!!!!!!

: O

i immediately regretted that...i dunno about u..maybe it doesn't sound as bad as i think it does...but at the time, *and also now when i think back on it*, it was pretty bad lor!! i sounded so rude and uneducated!!

>:(

but he didn't seem to mind..cos he still continued talking to Jo and i..he said that we were sweet to think of giving him commision eventhough he won't be getting any...

SCSTG : Awww..so sweet ar? want to give me commision...but i'm only working here until Sunday..after Sunday, Bye bye la!!

And Jo replied, "Why? You're leaving the country ar?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA..

to which he replied, "Nola..*bla bla bla bla bla...*

sorry..i was busy memorizing this face...so i didn't really pay attention to what he was saying...=P

then we said "take care..and good luck..bye!"

to which he replied, "You too! Take care!!" and gave us a big sweet smile that can melt Snow White's stepmother's heart and make her call off the evil kill snow white and bring me her heart plan...

Change topic for awhile : Actually right...now i come to think of it...Snow White's stepmother quite cham also...she doesn't have a good looking husband...neither is he good in bed...*proven because why else would she be so evil and unhappy if she was getting lots of hot sex?* and also she was once so beautiful...but her beauty had to go to waste when she married the old, ugly, bad-in-bed king...then suddenly Snow White grows up into this gorgeous I-want-to-kill-you-cos-u're-so-darn-beautiful babe...sure unhappy la...wouldn't you be?? so it's quite justified why she became so evil and ugly old witch hag in the end...stress can make u like that...proven scientifically, i think...so don't stress or u'll become an old hag! yes..even the guys!

iyo..such a long post...ok..here are some photos i took of the jeans...Aaron doesn't read my blog therefore he will not find out...unless one of u tells him...so please don't tell him...u have to keep this secret until i give him his present on the 30th of July!

Front view...can melt, thinking of Aaron in this jeans....*melts*

The super sexy side/front pockets has minimal detailing..but still looks like it has some sort of design influence...=D

Thie is the back pocket which prompted Joanne to insist that THIS is the best jeans in the world! She says that for guys, their back pockets had to be slightly lower than their butt line...OoOoO..!!

so that's it! i had a really wonderful time with you, Jo!! Everytime i think back on what we did outside the shop, i laugh out loud...=P so fun!! we should do that again soon!! this time bring all the girls out..sure super funny super lame wan...=P

SCSTG..wherever u are...if u happen to read my blog..u are HOT! If out hearts weren't taken already, we would be searching for you on friendster right now...lol..wait..we did that...=P

hope Aaron likes his new jeans!!! =D

Update on Publication Design

2007-06-26T02:32:00.000+08:00

So which cover do u guys think will score me points with Leon?

Cover 1?

Cover 2 ?

or Cover 3 ?

Contents still being constructed...this is super plain...i don't like it..

featuring Jenna Thompson..a brilliant photographer that no one has heard of...

probably cos she doesn't exist... :P

Tips and comments will be appreciated...

*photos are used for illustration only..no one's identity is being exploited..

well, at least not on purpose* : P

Magazine layouts that (have been / are going to be) rejected :(

2007-06-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

*not yet rejected*

*Leon said this is too 1995*

*guess that goes for this as well*

*and this..*

but the good news is..he said this is DECENT WORK for a Year 2 student who hasn't done magazine layout before... =D YAY!! that makes me happy!

Say no to small aunties with gel pens!

2007-06-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

i am so unproductive today..

the entire day to finish markers and what did i do??

go shopping in subang parade...

-_-

i hate being unproductive...i feel useless and a waste of life...i'd rather eat a lizard (eew.) than be unproductive....

hmm...well obviously that isn't true...because i didn't eat a lizard today...

i guess the reason for my unproductiveness was because i had so many other tempting activities calling me...for one..my ruined shoe made me feel like going out to buy another pair immediately...and so i did...

at subang parade, this lady came up to ivy and i...

lady : *All super sweet and big bambi eyes* hello...please...a donation? please...only 1 ringgit...*thrusts a folder in our faces* see! see! help...please...1 ringgit only....

me : (being the kind soul that i am) oh..1 ringgit? okay....*digs around in wallet*

lady : are you student? *points to me*

me : yeah...haha!

lady : are you? *points at ivy*

ivy : ya!

me : erm...i only have 50 ringgit...how?

lady : don't worry...i change for u.....

ivy : oh! i've got 10 ringgit...*fumbles in pocket* here..

lady : thank you! nah..i give u gel pen...*hands us a packet of gel pen* and bookmark...*hands us a bookmark*

then she walks off!

LANDAYO!!!!! (which means what the fucuk in japanese) according to Wuen Li 's sister..

gosh...felt so mad after she left lor!!! felt so cheated!!!! and we were too polite to run after her...i really wish we did....

sort of like the Mario incident in Camerons...we were (again!) too polite..gah!

SO LUCKY I DIDN'T GIVE HER MY 50 RINGGIT!

i guess we misunderstood her when she said "I give u gel pen...(hahaha! i take your money, SUCKAS!!!!) and a bookmark (U SO STUPID I WANT TO CHEAT YOU MORE MONEY!!)"

blacklist her ar!
i really don't like people asking for donations like that...somemore she asked us,

"Are u student?"

u shouldn't ask money from students!! we're just as needy as needy people can be!! ask some rich businessman please...he'll gladly give u 10 ringgit and ask you to go away...

sorry...i don't have anything against charities...it's just that i feel so cheated...

plus..it was ivy's money...not mine...poor her...

oh yeah..this post was supposed to be about my unproductivity...

markers is 80% done...i guess that is good news? lol...passing up tomorrow at 2.30pm...guess i'll be waking up early to finish it off tomorrow...

blahh!! small auntie make me no mood..

Death of a shoe.

2007-06-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

i was walking to my car after class the other day, ignoring the wolf whistles and stares i got from the numerous drooling men around the area, all begging a glance from me so that they would be able to flash their killer smile and win my heart, then ride me off into the sunset glistening over the Pyramid tower..........

ok..gone off track...*but that really happened, i tell u..really it did..*

hmm..

alright..was walking towards my car silently admiring the shoes of this lady in front of me, imagining if she tripped (they were so tall!! almost 4 inches!! almost!!) when all of a sudden!! *trumpets blare* she turned around and gave them to me!!! da dad dadaaa!!

mm..gone off track again...

ok..what really happened was I was walking to my car and i wanted to avoid this muddy puddle that pooled right outside the driver's side of my kembara, thus making it a horribly tedious task for me getting into my car...

and i was wearing heels, which didn't help the situation...>.<

so i opened the back door and dumped all my stuff into the back seat, rolled up my sleeves and expertly maneuvered my tiny butt into the front seat...*of course put backside in first ma..where got people put legs in first wan?*

MUAHAHAHA!! i got my butt in!! and all i had to do at that point, was daintily lift my feet into the car...but NOoOOo..I had to change from my heels into my driving slippers...and NoOoOoO...I couldn't do it IN THE CAR...i HAD to do it outside...dangling my feet above the muddy disgusting water...

Tra la la~!! *as ivy would say*

and so guess what happened? yeah..i dropped beautiful expensive shoe into disgusting muddy water.. =(

SO SAD NOW OK!! the right side of my shoe was completely drenched and yucky..all the drooling men there didn't help me at all...they just stared in horror and watched me...like i'm in some "What WILL she do NEXT!" sitcom or something...

sigh...i loved my shoe...now i have to buy another one...

OoOoOo!!!

i need...

2007-06-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

I AM SO OUT OF TUNED WITH ONE TREE HILL!!!!!!!

*unhappy*

Winning IS everything..haha!

2007-06-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

I went to watch the basketball match at SS3 today..aaron's team was playing.. ;)

I am so proud to be cheering for their team..they won 81-37...it's a nice change..hehe...usually, i would be cheering and the other team would be winning...this time, our team had a good strategy and great teamwork...i am extremely proud! :D

no photos though cos i was busy watching the game...haha..for the 1st time, i was actually interested in what was happening... :P

the referree wasn't biased either and both teams played fair..the jerseys weren't a funny mud colour *t'was a cool orange shade* and there were enough good looking guys on the court for eye candy...lol...

i don't know why but everytime i see aaron sweating in his basketball jersey, i just feel like hugging him...hahaha!! i don't care how disgusting that sounds...u already read it! i like my sweaty guy.. :P

oh!! and aaron fell down during the match...he wasn't injured but when i saw him hit the ground, i wondered what that sound was and realized that my heart had landed on my shoes...

:(

someone had pushed him and he tripped, landing on his right knee...immediately a scene started forming in my head...

"Sam rushes to Aaron's side, pushing all ka-la-fares out of the way. She wildly pushes his hair out of his face and asks him if he is okay. Aaron tries to speak but his knee is hurting him too much and he manages a wince. Sam screams to useless ka-la-fares, asking them to call an ambulance. A bottle of ice water magically appears at her side and she looks around for a cloth. Seeing none, she rips off her own.......erm...no....she rips off aaron's shirt and soaks it in cold water.

Quickly and expertly, she wraps the cloth onto his swollen knee bone. Aaron manages a loving smile and whispers......"

"GO GO GO!!! DEFENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PASS THE BALL TO RANDY!!!!!!!!!"

Hehe..i snapped back to reality in time to see Aaron pass the ball to Randy, who made the shot and scored... =D

I think basketball is interesting when you win...=P

CONGRATULATIONS GUYS!! See you at the finals!! =D

I will miss u

2007-05-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

rest in peace, woofy...we will always remember you...u are always a good girl...i hope everyone in heaven is treating u as well as william treated u here on earth...he really misses u...now that u're up there, don't poop too much..don't chase too many birds...or they'll find u annoying after awhile...we love u, woofy...

I cleaned my room!

2007-05-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

See! All clean and neat again!! Every term break, i'll do this...and every term end, it'll get messy again...

I love my new arrangements!!! So clean and accessible! Unlike last time when i had to mess up something to get to another thing...SOOO wasting time lor..

*I also framed a frog and stuck him on my door*

I'm on a diet

2007-05-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

This is what i had for lunch :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN AND RUFFLES!!!

2007-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Shawn

An amusing friend to have when u're in a silly mood.

The "One True Photographer" according to William.

Witty and talented.

Fast hair growth. =P

Happy 20th Birthday, Lord Swan!!

Will be catching up with u real soon!!

Ruffles

A silly friend to have when u're in an amusing mood.

Too much hair!!

Not much of a conversationalist.

Sleeps with his legs wide open.

"Humper Dog" according to the Shidios.

Happy 6th Birthday, Boy!!! I love you to bits!!!

Mid Week Blues Buster

2007-05-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY NIGHT was the BEST NIGHT i've had in a while...thanks girls!! it was so much fun!! =DDDDD

to be honest, i wasn't really up for a slumber party after my class ended on wednesday..as usual, emo again because i miss the shidios....but nevertheless, after a cry session at shaza's place, i was ready to have a good time...=) Thanks so much Shaz...i love u!

and it really was a good time for me..a great time in fact...jules, ashlei, shaza and i went to my condo first..we were to meet up with royce, chrystal and may afterwards..they were at royce's making dinner for us...hehe! and so the four of us went to Cat's Whiskers to browse around...i LOVE the clothes there!!! i wish i had more money with me...=P

after our little window shopping spree, we headed over to my condo and set up house..when i say "set up house" i mean jules hung up her dresses on my curtain rails, shaza warmed up the bed and ashlei started a conversation...we also tried on shaza's slutty hooker shoes..haha!!

shortly after, the others arrived and i wore shaza's slutty hooker shoes down to the lobby to let them in...i had to be really careful while walking down the stairs so as not to fall and look even more slutty with my legs wide open...=P

royce, chrystal and may came bursting out of the car loaded with food, clothes, make up, shoes and excitement...we were starving by then and we quickly rushed up to tear into the food..

there was SO MUCH FOOD!!! we were being healthy for the night...haha..ONLY for the night...and the 3 of them prepared salads, grilled (?) chicken, healthy snacks, drinks and salad dressings...SO YUMMY LOR!! who knew that popping baby carrots could be as yummy as popping chocolate buttons? =D

*CHEERS!*

after dinner, we settled down and jules started the sleepover by plucking shaza's eyebrows...haha..shaz was really brave, she didn't scream at all...may, however, stopped julie after her eyes started to water...lol..plucking your eyebrows isn't as fun as it sounds...i was too much of a coward to try...so therefore, i still look like wolverine's little sister...

after royce had his shower, the real fun started...we played dress up!!!! it's been so long since i've done that...at 1st, i was a little skeptical..i was going to watch and not take part...but soon, i got excited when i saw everyone transforming into different people with just different clothes and make up...Ashlei's transformation was the best!!

here's Ashlei before...*hehe..sorry ashe...this is the only picture i have of ur before*

and this is Ashlei AFTER!!!! She's so beautiful....=)

Jules dressed up as a gothic prom queen who didn't win..lol...i think la...correct me if i'm wrong, ok jules? =) she looked really good too!! LOVE her hair on the side of her head...!!

Shaza had her hair curled and looked SO DOLL LIKE!!! SO pretty!!! She dressed up as Julie's doll...=D

Royce wore Shaza's skirt and *POOF!* became a gypsy woman with an "8" ball...lol..with his make up on, he looked exactly like his mom's twin...I love ur eyes, roycie!!

Here's Royce, Ashlei and I trying to look like this :

May became our photographer because she got tired of dressing up and instead wanted to try out Chrystal's camera...but before that, she was also a gypsy woman...no photos though...=(

Chrystal wore May's cheong sam and *POOF!* became instantly old fashioned..haha! Chrystal, u looked so good ok!! i don't know who u saw in the mirror but u look so pretty in a cheong sam!!

Here's Chrystal!

***

oh damn! i don't have that photo of Chrystal...it's in Royce's laptop so go pester him for it...ask him for the old fashioned "Camel" ciggarettes ad of Chrystal..=P

and I was a rocker chick..May did my hair and i love it!! I wish i was brave enough to wear that hairstyle to college...but i'm not...hehe! it was fun..though i accidentally pulled off May's buttons..i was wearing her shorts and i was too enthusiastic about taking them off...I'M SO SORRY AGAIN MAY!!! hope can sew them back on....>.<

Me in my rocker chick get up..May's shorts missing 2 buttons...

And here's all of us!! minus May the photographer...unfortunately the camera ran out of memory just when we started getting into the photoshoot..=P

Thanks for an awesome night, girls!! Let's do it again soon!! =D

So many things have changed...

2007-05-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

i am SO SORRY for not blogging at all about our Camerons and Genting trips..it's not that i didn't have fun, guys..it was because i had SO MUCH FUN that i don't know where to start! u guys know my verbal diahrroea syndrome..

anyway..i want to first say a big THANK YOU to Jimbo for taking over the planning and doing such a GREAT JOB on it! *give urself a pat on the back, James!* i know some parts of the trip were a real German experience...but honestly, that restaurant MADE the trip, u know...hehe..it's such a laugh to look back and see how ridiculous it all was...and how polite we were to her...HAHAHA!!

and a big THANK YOU to u guys for driving us up there! i didn't once feel my life in any danger whatsoever.. =D Thank u Sam, James and Chris!! and Ashlei's parents for lending us the car...and Ashlei too for asking them!! =D

THANKS to Cal and his mom for getting us accomodations at the kampung house too..at 1st, i was a little creeped out...kampung pontianak stories came back from my childhood to haunt me...but i ended up loving every moment in that house..there was something about it that was very calming and i did not once feel scared at all...YAY!

the trip was really fun..i think it could almost beat Port Dickson on the fun level..hehe..only thing that keeps this trip from beating PD is the absence of Julie, Chrystal, May, Ke Xin, Ye Von, Jinq Yi, Ken, Shawn, Geri, Li Sian, Jia Ling and Chin Hou.. =(

Oh! and Ethan as well...though he never joins us for trips anymore..

But we got Shaza and Royce along this time..and those two put together makes up an entire camp of children..hee hee..

Ok..on to more important subjects now..

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MAY WONG HUI SAN!!!! u were so funny today when u cut ur cake..lol..in AD581, another guy was celebrating his birthday too and all he got was a pizza...hehe! quite a cool idea..pizza instead of cake...
BE A WONDERFUL 20 YEAR OLD!!! *age is just a number..hehe!*

and I CLEANED MY ROOM AGAIN!!! it is now completely dust-free and neat and girly again..i am so happy...=D

i have also learnt how to photoshop with Adobe Illustrator..since my Photoshop has been erased off my computer 2 years ago...it's hard and there are limited functions...VERY limited functions...but i can change colour and crop and add funny effects, so it's better than nothing..

i think i'm getting lame in my writing...i feel so sien now...

EXCITED about sleepover tomorrow with the girls!! =D

i think i'm adjusting to my new class..everyone's really friendly and we laughed alot today, which i'm grateful for...they're not as quiet as i thought they were..in fact, they are all very noisy!! alot of talking and making fun of each other...almost like Shidio...almost...

i'll miss being part of AD0551... =(
i'm going to miss u all!!! being in class with u guys are NEVER boring and sometimes when i don't look forward to going to class, i'll look forward to seeing u all instead...cos everything is FUN whenever we're together...heh..feeling down about this big change....i just hope i won't feel left out when we get to have dinner or lunch together...i know that lots of things happen around Shidio and if i'm not there to experience it, i'll feel left out...*bleh! i sound so pathetic*

and STUPID...it's not like i'm leaving college or anything...i'm just like in a different class...like DG and AD...we're all still close...right? =)

and i'm going to make the best of AD0581! =D wish me luck, guys!! don't forget me!! *or i'll come lurking around the corner to scare u*

i know i don't say this often...in fact i NEVER said it before...but u guys are the best classmates anyone could ask for...u're all unique in ur own weird way...and i love that about Shidio...although sometimes when we work together, we get on each other's nerves and sometimes we really cannot tahan each other, we always get through it together and in the end, we forgive each other and are best friends again! =D

ok ok..emo post coming to an end now...i love u all!!!

Cameron Highlands

2007-05-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

There are lots more photos posted up on flickr..go and see..=)

here are the ones i edited..

nostalgic group photo

dreamworld

so beautiful..

so sam..

Would you like fries with that?

2007-04-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

i renewed my driving license today!!! YAY!! they cropped my photo...now my face looks super big and the ugly pinky cream background is so clashing with my photo background...sigh...they seriously need a few new designers in the government sector...

i like the old P license much better...!! but they cut off the corner so now i can't use that ever again... =(

my dad suggested i give it to Ivy, and use my Photoshop skills to scan her photo in...haha..

i've been reading 9 chapters of Marketing and my head is so full of words like Marketing Mix, Promotions, Market Segmentation etc. etc....my brain is crying out for humour!!!

Cold blood

2007-04-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

Who'd have thought a drop of blood could be so cleansing, so invigorating, make me feel so.....alive?

And so I cut myself, again and again..each time feeling that fresh surge of prickling pain. I watched the red poison drip onto the dirty brown rug, staining it with the evidence of my sanity.

What more is there to life? Surely there's nothing holding me back......

I close my eyes and lean back against the kitchen sink, awaiting....what? Death? Power? A will to live?? I let my thoughts wander....

And I'm back there..on that very day...standing next to him...

HIM! Anger surged through my veins and for a moment, i cannot breathe. My migrain is back.

How could he do this to me?? Ruin my life like one of his little experiments...I gazed up into his face, oblivious of my standing next to him. As always, I am invisible and he is god.

I tugged on his sleeve. Knowing how that would irritate him made me fear the consequences but I needed him to look at me. I had something to tell him. And so I tugged harder, pulling it out of shape.

He ignored me. I touched his face, his skin smooth under my hand. So familiar and yet so different from what I remember.

OWW! I'm starting to bleed really badly now. Is it cold in here or is it just me? Sitting in a pool of my own blood and nowhere to go. I should have a photo taken, just to remember this day.......if i live through it.

Back to the riverfront. He finally looks at me, irritation in his eyes. "Where the hell did you go?" he asked quietly, dangerously. I looked around.

"Nowhere. I was here all the time."

"LIAR!" he screamed. "YOU KNOW BLOODY WELL YOU LEFT ME ALONE!! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LEAVE ME ALONE??!! WHAT DO YOU WHEN YOU'RE NOT WITH ME?!?! BITCH!!"

He raised his hand...as i knew he would...I closed my eyes and awaited the blow.

Nothing.

I opened my eyes. He laughed. "You're so stupid. You seriously think I would hit you?? I love you! Come here." He held open his arms.

Trembling, I stepped into his embrace. He held me for a moment and I knew that it was now or never. "I'm pregnant."

With just a whisper, I caused his whole body to tense. He gripped my shoulders tight, so tight that it started to hurt. I tried to push him away but he was stronger, oh so much stronger.

"Is it mine?" He whispered back.

"I...I....I don't kn........"

"WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!" He pushed me away fiercely. I hit the edge of the railing.

He forgot. He forgot! All those times he made me sleep with other men for money. Money to pay our bills. How could he not remember?!!? Was this the man i married???

And then, it started. The first blow was to my right eye, catching me off guard and I stumbled to the ground. He leaned over me and continued hitting me.

"NO!" A fist to my stomach.

"STOP!" He punched my mouth and I tasted blood.

"Please........" My wails fell on deaf ears. There's not stopping him now. He's mad, I realized.

All those times I took a beating, I told myself it was all my fault. I made him angry. I wasn't good enough. I covered my body with extra large clothing, thinking that if I hid the bruises, they would go away. And afterwards, he would cry and plead for my forgiveness, saying he couldn't help it and that he loves me. Every. Single. Time. I took him back!!

His punches got more violent. It was like he didn't even know what he was doing anymore. I couldn't see him, my eyes were quickly becoming swollen. I pleaded with him to stop. To think of the baby. Anything! Just so that he would stop!!

I couldn't feel my legs. Are they broken? It's hard to tell. Tears streamed down my face and I wept into my sleeves. I tried to curl myself into a coccoon, to protect my baby.

Finally he stopped. Or had I stopped breathing? I could feel nothing, hear nothing, see nothing. Pure silence surrounded me. Am I in heaven? Why couldn't I see?

Suddenly, a voice appeared above me. A soft quiet voice.

"I can love you no more." And then an explosion.

Pain surrounded me and everything went black.

A few months later, I woke up in a hospital with a drip on my arm and my stomach killing me. I was told that I had been shot twice, one bullet narrowly missing my kidneys. My baby, I asked the nurse. She shook her head. The other bullet didn't miss.

Two days later, I got up the courage to ask about him.

"There was no one with you when we got called in, ma'am."

"Who made the call?"

"An anonymous resident, he said u'd been shot and we should hurry. When the paramedics got there, you were all alone. You're lucky we got there in time, ma'am. Another few minutes and you would have bled to death."

****

A letter was waiting for me the next day. The nurse brought it in.

It simply said

When you're better, I'll be waiting.

****

So you see, I have no choice. I HAVE to kill myself before HE kills me! I'm not going through that again. I'm not going to risk it.

Goodbye. I closed my eyes to wait. It's almost time now. I felt numb everywhere and I couldn't think straight. But strangely, my ears are drawned to the tv. The news was on.

"Tim Roberts was captured today, admitting to killing his wife, Rina Frost, and unborn child with two gunshot wounds on November 7th last year. His wife's body is still yet to be found but is believed to have been decapitated and disposed off in different areas around the country......"

No.................I'm alive!! I'm right here!! I'm not dead!! I can't be!! I'd know if I was dead!!! Look!! I'm bleeding!! You can't bleed it you're not alive!!!

I looked down frantically at my arms. I wasn't bleeding. But I don't understand......I DID cut myself...I......Is this even possible?? I looked around me.

No wonder everything seemed different. This isn't my house anymore. Footsteps headed towards me. The door swung open.

"And here is the kitchen. A little bit small but still very functional. Oh dear! What is this on the rug? Someone must have spilt juice all over it. Oh well, it can be thrown away...Oops! Haha! Oo! I felt like I tripped over something. When you're as old as me, your feet slows down but your brain doesn't! Ah HA! I'm still sharp as a whistle! Yessiree! Come on, I'll show you the backyard."

Thy Kingdom Come!

2007-04-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

My babies..copyrighted!

A fight worth fighting for.

2007-03-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

She closed her eyes in anger and tried to think happy thoughts. Why was he being so stubborn??All he had to do was tell her what she wanted. But damn it! He was being so selfish. Her stomach was in knots and the bitterness was threatening to overwhelm her entire being. She opened her eyes fiercely and stared into his eyes. He was so obviously wrong and the fact that he wouldn't own up to his mistakes was driving her nuts!

She took a deep breath and slowly unclenched her fists. Funny that she hadn't even noticed clenching them in the first place. She also unclenched her butt cheeks.

"It is well enough for you to say that what you say is truly something you would say if not the norm is untrue." She spat out at him.

He quietly wiped the saliva off his face with a spotted green handkerchief.

"AND GET RID OF THAT UGLY THING!!!"

He threw the handkerchief out the window. "Could you repeat that again, dear?"

"It is well enough for you to say that what you say is truly something you would say if not the norm is untrue!!!!" She spoke louder.

He frowned hard, trying to make sense of her words. "Again, darling."

"IT IS WELL ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SAY THAT WHAT YOU SAY IS TRULY SOMETHING YOU WOULD SAY IF NOT THE NORM IS UNTRUE!!!!" She screamed at him and pulled off her wig.

"Blimey! How many times have you rehearsed saying that?" he asked meekly.

"ONLY 5 TIMES!!" she shouted back.

Silence followed and this time she decided that she wouldn't be the one to break it. Not this time. Let him be the one who speaks.

The silence continued.

A bee flew into her nose.

DARN! She poked around with her finger looking for the bee. Can't a girl just look composed and civilised while in a shouting match with a man??!!

The bee flew out of her nose.

He stood very still. He knew that if he played his cards right, he would probably get out of this alive. And maybe they could still have the chocolate cake his mom baked.

But still she waited for him to speak. She's not going to back down now. Oh no she's not.

He looked her up and down. She has great legs. Too bad about the hairy armpits.

She raised her arms over her head as if to emphasize his point. If he squinted, she almost resembled a chimpanzee, with her red auburn hair.

What's wrong with his eyes? she thought to herself. Anyone would think he'd lost his glasses.

He sat down and picked up the paper, started to do the crossword puzzle.

She went into the kitchen to get herself a full fat, double calcium glass of milk.

He scratched his nose.

She scratched the cat.

The cat scratched her back. His nose did not.

Silence.

She went into the garden to dance with the gnome. He watched her from inside and continued with his crossword puzzle.

5 across. 6 letters. Another word for group.

Clique.

He filled it in.

She accidentally stepped on the gnome and had to bury it. Grumbling, she erected a tombstone over the grave and went back in.

So he still wasn't talking, was he. Well, she'd get her revenge sooner or later. She took a scissors and went into the bedroom where she proceeded to cut up a pile of clean white shirts.

He went into the bedroom in search of a can opener and thought to himself, "Oh no, she's started on the shirts." Better stop her before she starts eating the curtains.

"Dear?"

AHHA!!! So he's admitting defeat is he?! She spun around, scissors in hand and a manic look in her eyes. "Yes?"

"Okay," he sighed. No point fighting it anymore. "I left the cap off the toothpaste last night. I'm sorry. I won't do it again."

YES!!! VICTORY!!! She punched the air in ecstasy.

"Now what are you going to do about dad's shirts?"

SH*T!!

Butter that is yellow

Me Tan not Leong!

Tagged by Jimbo

SO STRESS!!!!!

The day I discovered my mom snores.

Inspired to write

Why Men Are NEVER Depressed

Random musings of a teenaged blob

The Love Month

2007 turning one year older

hot soup and uneven steps

Malacca 2007

red and green

we all have some catching up to do

This is what dreams are made of..

Leaving reality behind..

The food post

November monsters

banana sleepover

don't eat salad before you sleep!

when the spotlight is on, i am empty..

my territory

bad java

Just in case!

Happy Birthday Mellow!

it's a downer today...

Explaining myself.

Thoughts in my mind right now.

i am a superwoman!

i suddenly miss u 3 so much!

Ice cream treasures

This changed my life today.

Goo-glee eyes

MmMmmMmMmm...chicken teriyaki don....

A lightbulb exploded in my brain!

Finally!

I am better now, thanks y'all!

sufferiiiiing...

I need money...bad!

Bye Bye F.O.S slippars!

greetings fellow zombies

Happy Birthday, Foong Vern.. :)

the past 3 days..

There are few i get so angry with..

200 Pound Beauty

Mouth Watering Porridge

Weird dream

Caryn tagged me..*ouch*

What was i thinking??!?!

My favourite pastime!

*Update on Publication Design*

Magazine layouts that (have been / are going to be) rejected :(

Say no to small aunties with gel pens!

Death of a shoe.

i need...

Winning IS everything..haha!

I will miss u

I cleaned my room!

I'm on a diet

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN AND RUFFLES!!!

Mid Week Blues Buster

So many things have changed...

Cameron Highlands

Would you like fries with that?

Cold blood

Thy Kingdom Come!

A fight worth fighting for.

Caryn tagged me..ouch

Update on Publication Design